ALONE (Nymfia's dairy)

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I'll be a hypocrite if I don't admit I was one them.

Sometimes I find myself doing it again.

Intentionally or unintentionally doesn't matter.

I try to stop.

I must stop.

I would willingly walk away as soon as I hear it.

Or change the subject even if it pisses them off.

I feel dirty when I gossip or listen to it or join someone who's doing it.

I realize I am weak.

I disgust myself when I am not able to stop it.

I pity myself and others in such situations.

So, I tell myself. "stay away from it and anyone who does it as much as you can"