ALONE (Nymfia's dairy)

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The reason I don't have friends varies.

The one thing I loathe is actors.

Why keep something that's already broken?

Extending something that shouldn't last is exhausting.

When a group of people smile, laugh and talk like nothing happened its fucking annoying.

If you can't fix it, then stop.

I mean what's the point of this whole thing?

Doesn't it bother you when you act?

We all live lies.

We all know.

Its suffocating.

That's why I left so many people, and I will continue to do so.

I don't have to continue since I stay alone.

Imagine living with a couple who stay but are meant to be divorced.

It's not love. It was never love.

I will never understand why.

There isn't anything to understand.

I won't marry.

Look at your own parents then tell me you want it.

Look at their parents and tell me you want it.

Isn't it funny how everything repeats itself?

Yet you think your special enough to marry someone who makes you feel like a princess. 

I bet your mother, and her mother thought the same.