The Real Neverland

Part 2: 20

Maddie POV
"Fucking hell", I whisper to myself. Killian looks my way and gives me an odd look and I widen my eyes.

"Oh no, um I pricked my finger", I say and nervously laugh and he just slowly nods and continues to climb.

Woah you're not telling your brother? I thought you were close' I could almost hear the smirk playing on his face.

'Go away Pan'

'Nah this is too fun, I mean you are going to be climbing for a while I thought I would keep you company' he tells me, this is getting really annoying I don't know how long I can handle having this stupid voice in your head. Wait, he can't hear my thoughts can he?

'No I can't hear your thoughts, I knew you would be thinking it, but I can hear everything around you' he tells me and I roll my eyes.

'Pan I would rather stab my eyeballs out and feed them to Tick-Tock and jump into a lake of mermaids then have you keep me company'

'Awh you remember Tick-Tock, Remember when we had to go back to clean the camp... remember what you said to me', he says I gulp, and sigh shakily.

'Why don't I show you, another amazing trick I can do, I can play back your memories...

~memory~

Peter" I say as we are walking back to camp and his head turns to me and gives a smile.

"Yes Maddison?" he says and slightly chuckles.

"Remember when I asked you if you have lost your virginity?" I ask and bite my lip trying to hide my embarrassment. "Yes I do remember you asking me that, why?" He asks and I sigh and stop in my tracks and Peter stops as well and stands in front of me.

Well um... I haven't", I said and he raises his eyebrow at me, something that always tends to make me get chills.

"What are you saying Maddie?" he asks me and I look down at my feet and play with my fingers, like they are the most interesting thing ever.

"Maddie?" he asks again and I finally look up.

"I want to lose my virginity to you", I spill out and my eyes widen in the process, and imminently my cheeks go red.

"Are you sure?" he asks me and I nod. He then steps forward, his hand places on my cheek and grazes it with his thumb.

"I'm sure, I'm positive. I'm ready", I tell him and he smiles at me.

"Maddie, I love you but I want your first time to be special and right now, it isn't special. We just finished fighting a giant crocodile/ dragon", he says and chuckles, "Just let me make things special and romantic for you please", he says and I feel disappointed and hurt a bit, but I feel joy and happiness knowing he wants to make the effort to make everything perfect.

Okay"..

~End~

'I want to lose my virginity to you' Peter says mocking me and my notrils flare as I was climbing.

'Well it's not like I'm still a virgin' I tell him and chuckle out loud, but quiet enough so Emma and Killian can't hear.

What? You.. you lost it?' He asks me, and I smirk. Got ya.

'Of course I did, there were people who passed through storybrooke once and a while, and in my old life I thought I already lost it, so hooking up with a hot guy seemed alright' I said and bit my lip trying not to show my grin.

'Wow, never thought that would happen, honestly I thought you would be a 40 year old virgin' he says and I glare at the bean stalk, because I couldn't exactly glare at him.