Melanie

Chapter 17

"girl I think you need to get a pregnancy test" Alice said rubbing my back

"but I'm on birth control" I told her.

Me and Alice were sitting in her bathroom floor, the past few days I'd been vomiting Everytime I'd eaten something, I'd been feeling more tired lately and I'd been having severe mood swings. Can't say I missed my period cause I haven't had one in years.

"Let me go buy some okay?" She said getting up leaving me in my thoughts

I'm fucking 15! If I'm pregnant my mother is gonna murder me alive!.

I decided to call my doctor so I could ask about the birth control

"oh sweetie yes you are on birth control but yours is specifically a hormone pauser, it pauses you from getting your period but not getting pregnant. I wish I had specified that more" she said

We talked about it a bit more before we hung up.

I sat there thinking why I'd let River cum on me

I'm such an idiot!

I thought about it, like really thought about it. What if I just have an abortion without telling anyone. Problem solved!

"here it is" I heard Alice say as she walked in.

I took the 4 tests and now me and Alice were sitting on the ground waiting for the results

"I'll support you in whatever you want to" Alice soft voice said

"easy for you, you aren't the 15 year old who's pregnant" I told her

"16" She said

"Mhm" I'm confused

"16,your 16 remember your birthday was a few months ago"

I sighed then looked at the ground feeling guilty for lying to my friend.

"I'm 15.i lied" I whisperd

"girl what the fuck? You been lying to us for 3 years?! Also I know 15 and 16 is 1 year apart but 15 is so young"

She stood up looking overwhelmed

"Melanie you're 15..15 and pregnant" she told me like I didn't know

She paced around the bathroom and that's when I realised it was finally time to look at the pregnancy tests

To my despair... They were posetive...all of them

I look at Alice and started crying, she tried to hug me but I abruptly stood up and left,leaving everything behind.

I cried and cried and walked not knowing where I was going. I ended up at the local park.

I sat on the grass bawling my eyes out.
A random guy around my age sat down next to me, he had blue eyes and jet black hair that made his eyes pop
He was really hot

"what's wrong?" he asked

I didn't even feel like asking who he was or nun of that

"I'm 15"i told him

"oh, I'm 17 do I look that old? I'm not trynna hit on you-"

"and I'm pregnant, I'm 15 and pregnant" I repeated the words hoping I'd wake up from this horrible dream

"oh shit! That's a bummer, just have an abortion" he said

"I know I thought about that as well but I don't have that in me" I told

"of course you don't have it in you, there's a baby in there already " He then laughed at his joke like I would laugh with him

"I'm joking sweetcheeks but if you're scared of an abortion then it's YOUR life that's ruined and not the baby daddies" he said taking out a cigarette and lightning it