Millie,

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I shouldn't be frustrated

You're a little girl who can't help but

Say everything on your mind

Talk everyone's ears off

Never leave room for silence

You don't know how to control your thoughts

You're just like me

Or rather the old me

The me,

Who recklessly tossed words around

To portray emotion that couldn't be explained

Even with the millions of words you'd use

I tried hard to bury this version of me

The me who no one listened to

But instead of becoming the message never sent

She went full send.

She morphed into emails of precision

From texts of "lol"

And from the simple read of only "haha"

She wrote letters of meaning and sincerity

You can't appreciate something

When you can't compare it to something you've had

But what I had was an infinite amount of words

With no way to reach anyone

I was you

Trying so hard to communicate what I wanted you to see

But instead of reaching the easily taught

They turned away

Ignoring the jumble of noise I wished would have made sense

I was embarrassed of us

Still am in a sense

I know right now it hurts to know they don't listen.

But Millie,

Don't stop speaking your mind

Because all the words you say

Will one day morph into meaning

People will understand the once wasted words

Your words will be treasured and not overlooked

And you will learn to live alongside them

Not let them be a burden

Or overtake everything you thought you'd become

Millie,

Your words will one day be heard

And you will meet a little girl just like us

You're going to be annoyed with her

And she will irritate you more than I irritate me

Because she reminds you of you

But you will realize

That you shouldn't be frustrated

Because she's a little girl

Who can't help but

Say everything on her mind

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