BRIDE WITH BENEFITS | JJK

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You make a nutritious, delicious dinner for grandmother who complimented your skills a lot.

Jungkook helped in serving the food then washes the dishes while she is watching the television because he knows how much you worked since the morning.

"I'll remind her about her medicines and then you can get her to bed?" You ask Jungkook and he nods.

"I'll give her the medicines too," he says. He takes a bottle of water so that he can keep it on the nightstand in the guest room. He keeps a dim light on near the bathroom so that halmoni can safely reach.

You wait for him in the room. You change into your decent pajamas just in case halmoni needs help in the middle of the night.

Jungkook comes back after a few minutes and locks the door. The door is never locked but tonight it is.

"Hey," he says climbing up the bed and puts a peck on your lips.

"What's up?" You ask. You rub his jawline with your thumb.

"I'm really horny now," he whispers.

"Well that's a difficult confession to make," you say.

"Nope, when you have such a hot wife you're always horny," he smirks. His hand reaches down to touch your nipples from above your night shirt.

He kisses you and you reciprocate. He touches your soft spots arousing you.

His kisses trail down until he reaches the hem of your pajama. He hooks his finger beneath the elastic band and pulls it down slowly.

He pulls the fabric aside to expose your core. You're not as wet as you should be. And for some reason it just doesn't seems to increase.

As much as you want to participate and enjoy this, you just fully can't do it. Your body is utterly exhausted. You didn't spend a moment idly since 7 in the morning. Not that anyone obliged you to do that but it was your own internal desire to give the best treatment to this guest who had come to your home.

You think that as he continues your tiredness will fade away and your body will be filled with sexual energy and you'll be able to perform. But your body's proving you wrong. It's begging you to stop and just sleep.

So you push his hand away.

"Kook I... I can't," you tell him.

"Okay, but why? What happened?" He asks sitting up.

"I'm just too tired," you tell him. "I'm just not in the mood for it."

"Then when will your mood change? It's been the same for four fucking days now," he says.

"Jungkook I get it you're horny but why are you not trying to understand me? For fucks sake I was on my period until three days ago. I told you very clearly that I bleed quite heavily for the first three days and then it takes another four days to fully stop. And I get really bad cramps. You saw it with your own two eyes how badly I was suffering, and I had to go work even in that much pain," you say.

He rolls his eyes, "you just have to lay there," he says.

"So that's it then? I just lay there and you use me as you like. My body's fucking begging me to go to sleep," you plead.

"Well I'm not forcing you," he shrugs his shoulders.

"You're not saying it very nicely," you retort.

"So what else should I do? You are the one pushing me away. It's been difficult for me to get intimate with anyone but I try to make it up to you. First you were crying about me not giving it to you and now when I want it, you don't even care." His words enrage you. You look at him with furious eyes.

"We haven't even done it yet and we're already fighting about it. You're just so problematic," you sigh.

"We did do it," he says.

"You didn't even ask me for consent Jungkook," you snort.

"I did check if you were ready or not," he says.

"How could you know what's going on inside my body, mind and my heart? Let that be, you were drunk and I wasn't. I could've stopped you if I didn't want it. I wanted it then but I don't want it right now," you tell him.

"Yeah so I backed away. What else do I have to do? You know what let's just not have sex like ever. I can't keep fighting and trying all the time," he walks away.

"If you think I'm gonna do anything to make you feel better, keep dreaming," you turn around.

You stand near the window. The fresh breeze touches your cheeks. You close your eyes to calm yourself down.

"I don't wish to fight please," he hugs you from behind.

"I'm sorry. I made it worse," you say.

"No, I'm sorry. I should've understood. I know you've been on your feet since early morning," he kisses your cheek gently.

"Give me a couple days. The day was so scary for me. I didn't knew how halmoni might react on things, I was literally walking on eggshells," you tell him.

"She likes you silly. You should see her with my mom. They fight like cats," he chuckles.

"Really?" You ask.

"Yeah, they don't get along at all. That's why she lives with uncle instead of mom and dad," he says.

"Oh," you respond.

"And I'm half scared she'll listen us while we're at it," you shyly say.

"Oh come on she'll be happy thinking we're making a great grandkid for her," you both giggle.

"It would be so nice if she's still there when it happens," you wish. "She would love the kid so much."

"You want a kid?" He asks.

"Well someday when you're ready," you say.

"So you're ready?" You ask.

"Kinda have been for a long while now. My maternal instincts are strong. Was just waiting for the right guy," you purse your lips. You yawn unable to control it anymore.

"Let's go sleep now," he says and pushes you gently towards the bed.

You both lie down facing each other. You hold his hand as you start to fall asleep.