BRIDE WITH BENEFITS | JJK

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A/N : Absolutely unhinged chapter beware! And please comment your reactions. I really wanna know what y'all think.

Ultimately you go back to the hotel. You find the room locked so you ask the reception to open the door for you as your husband was out and he'd taken the key.

You change into a dress and wash your face again. Hearing the grumbling of your stomach, you decide to get dinner.

You go to the hotel's eating area but there were no empty tables so you go to the bar.

You sit down thinking finally you'll have some peace, drinking alone.

You turn your face and find two red, raging eyes staring at you. He looks no he is drunk, he looks like he has cried.

"Where the fuck did you go?" Jungkook asks fuming with anger.

"None of your business," you say before ordering a drink.

"I'm your husband," he asserts.

"Oh really? What have you done to be called my husband?" You snort.

"Married you," he says.

"Just having a wedding ceremony is not marriage Jungkook." You tell him.

"Do you have no concern for my feelings? I was so fucking scared when you just disappeared," he says.

"First of all I'm not a kid. And secondly have you ever showed concern for my feelings that you expect me to be concerned for yours? You have used me, crumbled me. Why didn't you marry that other woman? Why did you have to fucking ruin my life? Even if I leave you, divorce you your name will always be a part of my past I can never erase ever," you speak without caring for who is watching or not. People will move on eventually.

"Are you done? Now listen to me very carefully," he commands.

"I do not love anybody. I'll tell you more about it once we're back in Seoul. Right now is not the right place and right time. I have a past. I don't like talking about it. You can decide for yourself," he says trying to keep himself calm. "I know you have feelings for me," he adds.

You interrupt him, "No. There are no feelings in my heart for you anymore. You are a fucking conman. You fooled me, you showed me things you are not. My feelings were for that person I thought you were. I hate you so fucking much. There will be nothing else in my heart ever," you speak with fury burning inside you. Your rage has reached it's limits. You've not felt this way ever before and you've had quite the enraging life.

You step down from the seat and stomp on your way out of the bar. Your feet hurt from walking so much since the morning but you don't care.

Jungkook follows behind you. He grabs your wrist and walks with you towards the elevator. You try to avoid looking at him when the elevator moves up to your floor.

There are no tears in your eyes anymore. All your regretful feelings and things that made you cry have died. Now only anger and hatred fill your heart.

As soon as you enter the room, you're pinned to the wall.

"I don't know what to name my feelings. I don't know what to do about them. All I know is they are consuming me. I've never felt something so profound, so intense, so fierce. I fear that sometimes the fire dies down as quickly as it sparked." He says while you look away from him.

"Tell me what you feel?" He says.

"I feel nothing. I've stopped feeling anything now," you say still angry. You fear he's just playing with you again. And if you speak of your feelings, make yourself vulnerable you'll only be easier for him to hurt.