My Hero Academia: Mizumi's Story

Awkward

1st Person
I run back to the teacher's dorms and go straight to my room.
Shit. What was I thinking? If Sero had not walked in, how far would I have gone with Kaminari? The others had only touched a few scales and it felt okay, but I had no idea it could feel so good. No one has ever touched my tail like that. And the look on his face when he was touching me...
I flop onto my bed and bury my face in the pillow, squealing and kicking my feet as the memory of what I just did plays on repeat in my mind.
"Young Mizumi, dinner is ready," All Might says as he knocks on my door, startling me from my fantasies of what could have happened.
Yes, food. That should keep me distracted and help me think more clearly. I can't let this happen again, I decide as I go downstairs. I'm too young for that kind of intimacy, and I really shouldn't be getting attached to my classmate.
After all, I'm going to be leaving the school very soon...

I'm quiet during dinner and don't speak unless spoken to. Miss Thirteen proudly tells the other teachers about what I did today, praising the little performance I put on for her. The other teachers seem happy with me. I tell them about how I let my classmates touch my tail when we got back to their dorm, but leave out the intimate ending. There's no way I can talk about what I just did. They would kick me out of the school for being a pervert and letting a boy touch me like that. I really hope Kaminari and Sero don't talk about it with anyone else. I've gotten to know my classmates well enough that I'm pretty sure I can trust them to keep this whole thing a secret.

I barely get any sleep. I can't stop thinking about what happened and how I'm going to approach those boys tomorrow. I know I'm not gonna be able to look at Kaminari the same way again, but can Sero keep the secret? I know that technically we weren't doing anything wrong. But it was so intimate and the way I reacted when we got caught doesn't help anything. If they did gossip about the incident, I can probably play it off. Say it was more like a massage than anything dirty.

The next day, I walk into the classroom as usual but I find myself unable to look the electric boy in the eye. I greet my other classmates and keep my head down, trying not to look guilty.
Kaminari notices my awkwardness and takes the hint. He's good at acting natural, and when I glance back at Sero, he winks at me to let me know my secret is safe with him. I breathe a sigh of relief, but I'm still unable to focus. I trust them to keep the secret but I still need to say something to make sure.
After class, I hunt down both of the boys and we quickly come to a mutual agreement to not talk about it.

"Sorry, Sparks," I force myself to reject him when he tries to ask me out. I can't blame him for being disappointed.
It breaks my heart to hurt him, but it's for the best...