It was Ringing at 6 am when i woke up after a heavy sleep especially after dropping miss zaynab yesterday in the heavy rain,i couldn't believe myself that I would say those words she probably thinks I'm crazy have i messed up already it's alright forget it new day new opportunities,i decided to go for a casual look today coz suits are not my type unless it's a special occasion and I mean wearing suits that match hers is another thing but apart from that i just don't look good in suits.
So i decided to go for a green sweater with beige pants.
Zaid's outfit 👆🏻
Finally my bike arrived today after repair though it was only a day but still uk how precious it is to me lol. After that i left to the office around 25 minutes later i reached, i was excited to see the one and only but universe had other plans,as soon as I entered the office hall i bumped into Bhai and uk how workaholic my brotha is so he straightaway took me to his cabin,i missed the chance of seeing her.
That's okey I'll probably see her during lunch hours and after an eternity later it was lunch I was on my way to go to the canteen where she usually sits,bhabhi came in with two lunchboxes telling one was fr me and one was fr her husband aka my brother so i again lost the chance of seeing her whyyy is this happening to me.
Okey I've got my last 2 chances one is during asr time ( where she usually goes to the salah area in the office) and one is when we are leaving, finally asr time I did go for my prayer not only coz of her but also to finish my prayer but i didn't see her so now only one chance left but that as well was not happening today,why you ask? Coz my lovely brother decided to give me overtime coz he has some work with bhabhi.
Well I did what I had to do except the reality and move on and after a few hours it was almost 9 pm I was don't with my work all tired and I was closing the office to leave when i noticed the lights on in the department floor, i went to check who it was? Well I take back what I said coz there she was sitting on the chair,her eyes glued to the screen wearing the dark green perfectly coordinating with mine.
Zaynab's outfit👆🏻
She still hasn't noticed me and here i am already melting down just by looking at her and it clicks me everytime, i mean it's not wrong to have a crush but I feel like what I'm doing I'd wrong and that is looking at someone i shouldn't but I can't stop myself,i try everytime in prayes and all i wish is 'Ya Allah make her mine but if she's not good for me then make her good to be mine". And sometimes I also wish that "if i am not good for her then make me good so she could me mine".
I think it's time i move on I mean i do love her I love her more than anything else but what I'm doing isn't right so I'll just let her be but why isn't my heart accepting this. I found myself walking towards her,she looked stressed i lowered my gaze which usually I don't and asked if she needed any help, she looked suprised but stayed silent. I take that as a no perhaps and as I turned to leave.
A whisper left from her mouth saying no don't go please help me it took me a few seconds to turn and yes I did decide to help her and this time i decided to do it not coz I love her but because i respect her and we did complete it in time and it was time we left as it was already 10 pm, it was pretty cold outside,i noticed that she was shivering a little so i grabbed my coat which was in my bike and I lend it to her,she refused to take it initially but later took it. we bid our farewells and i left home I was so tired but it was worth it i got to help her.
I reached home prayed my Isha prayer and took some books to read,Bhai and bhabhi had already slept and zohra too, i decided to stay in the guest room but as i entered it I could smell her scent when she was here last night,i cleared the thoughts and quitely laid down.
I didn't know when sleep had taken over me and next thing uk i found myself back in bed all tugged in the ac set to the perfect temperature and some coffee and biscuits by my side table,I rubbed my eyes to check once again and yes it is my room,i quickly rushed out and saw bhai,bhabhi and zohra laughing and beside bhabhi a small figure was sitting i probably think it's them who did it but wait i rak back in my room i looked in the mirror you wouldn't believe what I saw
My face was covered with pen marks,I'm pretty sure it was zohra who did it or else why would they be so kind enough to tug me back in bed hmph but bhabhi even her I washed my face and I went out,and this time i noticed it clearly it was Zaynab when did she come and today is Sunday isn't it I mean the day off but why is she here?
I quitely took my coffee and sat beside Bhai pretending nothing happened but uk chatterbox zohra she can't held everything inside her she asked my how i liked my morning and ik i shouldn't get angry so i just smiled and said it was a beautiful morning,zohra continued giglin and Bhai and bhabhi on the other hand were sitting quietly and so was Zaynab
All of us were called downstairs for breakfast and we all sat down to eat i saw her whole family was here along with bhabhi's fam after we finished, we decided to stay for sometime in the hall
A while later zaynab's dad spoke saying that they'll be leaving to pondicherry as they have some work there and that Zaynab will require atleast 10 days off Bhai said that it was alright,so that means I won't be seeing her for 10 days,it's good that she won't be around coz I'll learn to control my inner self but whyy do I get mixed feelingsAnyways we bid them farewell and i decided to take a shower coz usually when I'm stressed i do that or sometimes I hit the gym. After the shower it was almost zuhur time I prayed my zuhur prayer in the mosque and had lunch at home and i decided to go for a ride on my bike coz it's been forever.
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