Why did this happen to me? Oh right cause I was stupid enough to take that drink.

Why did this happen to me?--12

Why did this happen to me?

A/N: Thank you everyone who has been reading my story. It really means a lot to me. :) Hope you like it!!!!

<3 Lynn

Chapter 12!!!!!

 After a while I calmed down and looked at Tyler who's face still held no emotion. I knew he had a thousand emotions running through him right now, but he hid it behind that mask. Matt looked at his phone and pulled me close to kiss my head.

"Sorry but I have to go Lee-Lee. Love you." He told me and kissed the side of my head again.

"Love you too." I told him back as I watched him leave. Just then a load clap of thunder came from over head and woke Elena up. She screamed  and I rushed to get her. Once I pulled Elena into my arms she calmed down a little, but her head kept twisting on my should as she looked for someone else. I knew who that someone else was.

Tyler.

I bounced her up and down for a few seconds before giving in and walking down stairs to find Tyler. He was talking to my parents, cousin and Alec. I walked right up to him and stood still.

"Yes?" He asked in his fake calm voice, but I could tell from the look in his eyes that he was mad at me and when his eyes darted to our crying Elena and worry filled his face in the second before Elena twisted around to look at him. Her poor face was tear stained and new tears were glistening in her little green eyes. She blinked once and the rest of her tears fell before she leaned towards her daddy. Tyler took her into his arms and held her close, rocking her. As he tried to comfort the little girl. I watched them for a second and then looked up at Tyler, only to see Micheal's face. Fresh tears pricked my eyes and Tyler noticed. I wiped them away with one hand and then turned on my heels to go to the kitchen.

  It was pouring down rain now and I stood watching it through the slidding glass door for a few before I finally grabbed a chair pulling it to the door so I could sit and watch the rain. My parents came in eventually and pulled up chairs beside me.

"You hungry?" My mom asked. I just shook my head 'no'.

"Brooklynn don't do this again." My dad groaned as he rubbed hid face.

Mom glared at him for a second before she snapped angrily. "Lewis!"

"Julia!" He snapped back.

My shoulders sagged and I slid down in my seat, groaning as I did so.

"Okay." My mom sighed and kissed the side of my head as she went to start dinner. Dad left soon after.

~~~~~~~5 hours later~~~~~~~

"Well Elena is down finally." Tyler mumbled as he came in to the kitchen and looked at me from where I have sat for about five hours just watching the rain. It was calming me, but still I could feel all the hurt still there wanting to tumbled over, but I was refusing to let it. I nodded to let him know that I heard. "Why don't you get some sleep Brooky. It ten p.m."

I shook my head at him and just stared sadly out the door. "Brooky..." He started, but then sighed frustratedly. "Fine, do whatever the hell you want. I don't give a shit anymore." He snapped angrily and then left. Tears fell down my face again and I silently cursed myself for being so emotional.

I sighed and got up to put the kitchen chair back. My intention was to go to bed, but my body had other plans in mind. My feet took me back to the door and my hands slowly opened it so that I could walk outside and into the still pouring down rain. Within moments my clothes were soak. They stuck to my skin making it almost impossible to pull off, but I stopped caring about that just as quickly as I started. My hair clung to the sides of my face and neck. My tears blended with the rain that fell down my face, making it impossible to see that I had just been crying.