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SEVENTEEN GOING UNDER

"FEAR SPARKS FROM THE NAME MOROZOVA"

"THAT'S THE THING WITH ANGER, IT BEGS TO STICK AROUND"

For Vi, fear sparked from her. Shadow Summoner and sister to The Black Heratic, Victoria Morozova, alternately Victoria Kirrigan, spent several hundred years watching her brother spiral from one identity to another as he sought a myth.

Once she decided enough was enough, she made her way to Ketterdam, seeking a new identity herself, leaving her heritage as an unneeded detail.

Perhaps it was destiny for Sankta Victoria and the Skotos of Ketterdam to cross paths into one person.

Seventeen Going Under, a book by Deffonotheree ©️

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SEVENTEEN GOING UNDER
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SAM FENDER
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I remember the sickness was forever
I remember snuff videos
Cold Septembers, the distances we covered
The fist fights on the beach, the bizzies round us up
Do it all again next week
An embryonic love
The first time that it scarred
Embarrass yourself for someone
Crying like a child
And the boy who kicked Tom's head in
Still bugs me now
That's the thing, it lingers
And claws you when you're down

I was far too scared to hit him
But I would hit him in a heartbeat now
That's the thing with anger
It begs to stick around
So it can fleece you of your beauty
And leave you spent with nowt to offer
Makes you hurt the ones who love you

You hurt them like they're nothing
(Oh, oh)
You hurt them like they're nothing
(Oh, oh)
You hurt them like they're nothing
(Oh, oh)

See I spent my teens enraged
Spiralin' in silence
And I armed myself with a grin
'Cause I was always the fuckin' joker
Buried in their humor
Amongst the white noise and boys' boys
Locker-room talkin' lads' lads
Drenched in cheap drink and snide fags
A mirrored picture of my old man
Oh God, the kid's a dab hand
Canny chanter, but he looks sad

God, the kid looks so sad
God, the kid looks so sad

She said the debt, the debt, the debt
So I thought about shifting gear
And how she wept and wept and wept
Well, luck came and died 'round here
I see my mother
The DWP see a number
She cries on the floor encumbered
I'm seventeen going under

I'm seventeen going under
(Oh, oh)
I'm seventeen going under (oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
I'm seventeen going under (oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
I'm seventeen going under (oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
(Oh)

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DISCLAIMERS + WARNINGS
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i do not own anything to do with Shadow and Bone, the Grishaverse or their brands. the only thing i own is Victoria Morozova and her story.

this book will potentially contain triggering themes, sexual themes and mature subjects - please read with caution. i am not romanticising or sugarcoating topics and will not be able to provide warnings. this is due to some people finding more things triggering than others, and not wanting someone to read thinking there is nothing ahead and then proceeding to find something triggering.

i do not allow translations or reposting of my story.

please feel free to constructively criticise my work or comment if you find any errors, i will not take offence and will either fix it/ take it into consideration.

i tend to forget about my books and often lose interest and move onto something else. if i do, please do not harass me or beg for updates.

updates will be slow, as i am a human being and cannot devote all my time to writing fanfiction.

finally, i hope you enjoy this book :)

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OTHER NOTES
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I have not read any of the Grishaverse books (but I'm getting hold of the Shadow and Bone trilogy soon), and so all my characterisation will be based on their portrayal in the show. If the character is ooc at any point, please do comment and let me know.

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Dedicated to BriasBookx  for making me watch the show and now making me obsessed.

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