Chapter 5

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: I won't change. . . :

Ashfur laid in his nest. Hate bubbling beneath his pelt. He refused to go to sleep.
He was far too busy glaring at Lionblaze and Hollyleaf. The two siblings slept so peacefully. As though they hadn't ruined his life. It was so infuriating.
How dare they act so nonchalant about how much pain they caused me! I have been permanently maimed because of that piece of dirt! And they have the odacity to act like I'm in the wrong?! I should have killed Lionblaze when I had the chance!
Ashfur closed his eyes and lay sleepless.

The next morning Ashfur reluctantly dragged himself out of his nest.
He heard the now usual hisses and growls as he passed cats. Ashfur simply growled and hissed back.
He then stumbled and fell. Ashfur quickly scrambled back up after spitting a curse under his breath.
Stupid Squirrelflight. Stupid Hollyleaf. Stupid Brambleclaw. I wish they would all just hurry up and die already! Then I could finally have some peace!
Ashfur received his tasks and got to work.
Ashfur refused to complain. It would probably just make things worse. Firestar would probably take any excuse to make his life as terrible as possible! How is what I've done worse than what Hollyleaf has done?! No one died because of me, so what's the big deal? I shouldn't even be getting punished! It's not my fault! It's Squirrelflight's! But of course Firestar would never dare give his precious daughter any repercussions for her actions.
Bitterness rose in his throat. He couldn't hold back a growl. Hollyleaf even complains! This is just so ridiculous! I hate everything and everyone!

Ashfur sat alone. He kept his gaze fixed on the ground. Every hate filled thought possible swirling around his mind. Thoughts of how he should kill every cat that had ever betrayed him. Especially Squirrelflight.
He was shook from his thoughts as he heard pawsteps coming in his direction.
He flattened his ears to his head. What does he want? Ashfur let out a growl.
"What do you want Brambleclaw?" He hissed, his fur fluffing up.
Brambleclaw paused and blinked at him. "I'm going to sit over here, do you mind?"
"Yes." Ashfur hissed, more venomously.
Brambleclaw sat down anyway.
Ashfur looked away sullenly. Why must he torment me? He already stole my mate! What more does he want from me!? Does he relish in my suffering?!
“So, how'd your day go?” Brambleclaw attempted to start a conversation.
Ashfur ignored him. Leave me alone you fox-heart! He thought angrily.
“Are you adjusting well?” Brambleclaw continued, faining concern.
Oh shut up! If you actually gave two mouse-tails about me you wouldn't have stolen my mate! I thought you were my friend you traitor! Ashfur’s claws dug into the ground.
“For what it's worth. . . I think that maybe if you let cats get close to you then maybe you wouldn't have so much hate directed twords you.” Brambleclaw just wouldn't shut up.
There shouldn't even be any hate directed towards me! I am completely in the right! Now shut up and leave me alone you fox-hearted traitor!

An:
Ashfur has all his thoughts while doing his tasks. Just in case anyone was confused :)
When things are being described and a ‘fake’ word is out in front it's in italics to show it's just Ashfur being a little frick.
These chapters are so short ;-;

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