: Why am I so stupid? :
Ashfur walked, hatred for himself the only thing he felt.
Once they arrived back at camp, Ashfur instantly headed to the warriors den. He refused to even look at Brambleclaw.
Stupid! Stupid mouse-brain! How stupid do you have to be?! You're so delusional! If even a piece of crow-food like Squirrelflight refuses to love you, what makes your idiotic self think you can earn the affection of Brambleclaw?! Ashfur cursed himself so many times. More times than he had even cursed anyone else.
Like Brambleclaw would ever flash me a second glance! I'm half blind for StarClan's sake! He'd never even think about me for any reason other than pity! And you were so vulnerable with him! How idiotic of you!
Ashfur was broken from his self loathing as Brambleclaw walked into the den.
Ashfur looked up at him. “What?!” he snapped, then he cursed himself again. “Sorry.” his apology was barely audible.
Brambleclaw sat down.
Ashfur quickly averted his gaze.
“Ashfur. . . What were you about to say?” Brambleclaw hesitantly asked.
Ashfur dug his claws into the ground and pulled into himself. “I’m not telling you.” he grumbled.
Brambleclaw stood up. “Ok then.” he turned and walked out of the warriors den.
Ashfur clenched his jaw. I'm such an idiot! Brambleclaw doesn't even care about me! This isn't. . . It is. It is my fault. . . Ashfur sunk into his nest.
Ashfur stood in a dark void. A white cat with grey speckles stood in front of him.
“Greetings Ashfur.” They dipped their head.
“How do you know my name?!” Ashfur demanded.
“I am Vixen. I know everything. Probably.” Vixen narrowed their gaze in thought.
Ashfur glared at her.
Vixen turned. “You like Brambleclaw, yes?”
Ashfur was to fluttered to respond for a few seconds. But he regained his composer and hissed. “No I don't!”
Vixen rolled her eyes. “You were literally cursing yourself for almost revealing you liked him.”
Ashfur couldn't find the words to respond.
“You could have what you desire. . . If you learn how to act like a decent member of your clan.” Vixen suddenly disappeared.
Ashfur looked around. What in the name of StarClan. . .?
Ashfur woke up. What was that? Then he realized what their parting words meant. I didn't do anything! Neither did Brambleclaw! But Squirrelflight still betrayed me!
“So close yet so far. . .” Vixen shook their head. Maybe they had to do some more pushing on Brambleclaw’s end. He could probably get Ashfur to listen.
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Confusing Twists | A Warrior Cats AU
FanfictionHollyleaf fails to kill Ashfur, she didn't claw deep enough and Brambleclaw drags Ashfur out of the stream. She reveals what Leafpool and Squirrelflight did. However because Ashfur is still alive the clan listens to both sides of their stories. Ashf...
