Mystic Johnosn's BEAUTY - in killing.

Chapter 45

I could kiss Scott for hours and I had, his soft lips gave me comfort as if he was trying to heal me. If I had to think about what he may be trying to heal I think it would possibly be my heart if I had to take a guess. I come to always crave his kisses now.

We sat Infront of the fireplace it kept the house warm as another storm passed by outside. Scott's hair was wet from getting caught in the rain while he fetched my books from the car, he insisted to help me with my homework. Though he proceeded to kiss my neck and well here we are. I was breathless before him, he played with the buttons on my shirt just never freeing them. I took matters into my own hands to do so unbuttoning the first before he stopped me.

"No Lillith."

"You're the only guy I know, who would stop a girl from unbuttoning her blouse."

"Not here ...." Scott says as he carried me up to my bedroom.

As soon as he kissed me, flashbacks begin of the horrible night with Derik. His harsh touch, thin dry crackly lips along with his painful satisfaction. Pushing Scott away because of these ungrateful thoughts.

"I'm sorry-"

"It's not your fault, it's what happened in this room. In this house." I hold my head as I walk out of the bedroom. "I have so many questions I still need answers to.."

"We will get them I promise you Lillith."

"I want to be with you with every breath in my body I do... I just can't not in this house I was raped and my mother was murdered..- I physically cannot do it."

"I would never force you to do anything. Would you like to go somewhere or do something else?"

I took a moment to realize that moments changed quickly from this morning, and how I was not ready to be his. To be in his arms and give himself completely. I would do anything to be in that position and to feel his heart race against my chest as I felt him. I noticed Scott thinking as he pulled me from the house and into the barn. As we stood there, he pulled me into him as he gave me a slow kiss.
"Our place, we met here. The place that is perfect for us to give ourselves to one another. I promise you Lillith that not a single soul will love you as I do."

"Kiss me." I say without a single ounce of hesitation. His body began to tremble, walking me back into the wall I felt his neck hot on my neck. He lingered before unbuttoning my shirt this revealed a nice black lace bra.

"Do you think you'll be able to handle this all night?"

"You have no idea."

My face started to feel warm before his lip's kisses might hard.
"If you don't stop me, I may not be able to I won't want to."

"If you tell me to stop think about it once more, I may explode."

Scott gives a smile before removing my shirt completely throwing it across the room. I giggle as he trails me in kisses once he gets down to my stomach he pauses laying his head against me.

"Tell me if I hurt you in any way." He informed me quickly before lifting me up carrying me to a pile of hay. The hay was soft but not exactly as comfortable as I would have imagined it to be, just at this moment I didn't care. I tore his shirt trying to remove it, He accidentally elbowing me in the nose as he helped me remove his shirt.

"I am just ruining this aren't I?"

"You'll just have to make up for it." I have him a look.

"You're so sexy." He murmured as he removed my jeans. His hands moving around my legs and inner thighs kissing me, this was making my body temperature rise.

It felt as if my body was taken over by a demon of lust. One whom had never been with anyone, I tore at his belt finding it impossible to remove before he pulled it through and tore if from his jeans. He tosses it across the room and it the floor hard. It didn't phase us we were so in the moment that not a single thing mattered.

No deaths
No crime
No mysteries

We just wanted to show one another how we felt. How we've been feeling.

"I just want to show you how much I truly love you, Lillith."

"Please, do it." I whispered my mind was only on him nothing else. He pushed my legs wider giving me one more soft kiss. "I love you more than words can explain Lillith."

"I love you, Scott."

As I finished his name, electrified me. I have never felt anything, this was a new feeling to me something I've never felt before. At first a prick as if it was a bee sting- but after it was nothing more than the moment, we had both been waiting for. Surrendering to what was left of my virtue to the man I love most.