Mystic Johnosn's BEAUTY - in killing.

Chapter 56

Behind the bars in this prison, I thought about everything. Every event that had happened. Why would he do this? Why not just run away? I didn't understand, not a single thing made sense to me. Closing my eyes. In and out events come in like flashes. 

An officer in the ward yells informing me that I had a visitor, the doors buzzer chimed letting in someone. I was desperate for it to be Abby though in the end it was Scott. He was sad. 

"Go away!" I yelled at him, I then noticed he was holding a file. Could it have been mothers? 

"What? Came to gloat how you framed me for all your murders?" 
"We need to talk. Let's do so calmly." 
"I am in prison, because of you. Derik, mom, Larry all their deaths you committed." 

Scott let his head hang low before opening the file he had in hand. "Take a look at this Lillith." Handing me the statement that was made at the police station. It was a jumbled mess of words on a page, almost like fragments just as my memories have been in the last few days. 

"Do you remember that night your mother died?" 

"I was upstairs and was doing homework. I was so tired that I had fallen asleep on my textbooks." 

"Think harder" 

I sat there empty with not a single brain molecule moving. Then it hit me, taking all what was left of my sanity away in a storm. 

"You did it Lillith." 
"You think I did this? You won't dare get away with blaming this on me!" 

"Lillith listen to me, the last couple weeks you've been acting very off, and I personally thought things were getting to you, but I came to realize I was wrong. I did at first think it was just my vivid imagination but after I talked to this Shrink.." Scott brought up the video on the laptop pausing it where you can see the reflection of a dark-haired girl. 

It was me... 

I froze entirely falling to the cold concrete, my eyes began to fill up with tears. Scott pressed play on the video noticing my mother appear once more. 

"You've made it this far and I hope you haven't been hurt. My daughter has been battling an illness called schizophrenia. I just beg that whoever finds this gets her the help that she needs. Mediation, Asylum, Isolation. Whatever it may be at this point just hurt her, as I know she has hurt others. She has so many different personalities I've found it hard to keep up with. The worst one hasn't been given a name, but you'll know when she's out..." 

As the audio ended, and a dark screen sat Infront of me I was frozen with fear of myself though I felt nothing, and I was cold and I then started to remember and remember everything. It started with mother, and I had gotten into a fight, it was the night that Derik had left. I was telling her that she needed an actual job to stop being a whore. I then stabbed her, waiting until her body was cold to place her back into her room but she was only the first... Larry.. He was next, though his death only an accident. Before Scott was in my life more than ever, I found simple enjoyment of having Larry's attention though as I started to feel more for Scott, I had to find some way to get rid of the other. 
I remember defending myself as Larry placed his hands on me using a brick that was close. I killed him instantly; I was angry and had let any and all anger I had towards him. Scott found me covered in blood. Third but not last was Derik, he had me gripped by the neck. Scott had knocked him out though I took it upon myself to take a gun and shoot him right between the eyes and tossing the gun into a body of water so It wouldn't get traced back to me. Last was an attempt on Luke my brother and I still don't know why. I am psychotic, mentally ill... 

My eyes met Scott's "Why did you stay if you knew the truth?" 
"Because I love you. You're my Bonnie to Clyde. And I know the danger here I will be back every single day until you're better I promise you Lillith." 

As he walked away I chuckled. He thinks he can heal the sick? He thinks he can keep me at a single personality? After all he fell in love with a Serial Killer...