Lilith has had a rough life.
Neglected
forced to grow up young,
and distant form most of her peers alongside from two of her friends who are more enticed by the thought of popularity than anything else. Though after she met Scott everything chang...
What do I do? I don't want him to leave me, but it's more than the best for both of us. He even kneeled before me, as if he wanted me to beg him not to leave. Could we make this work? I looked into his eyes and saw that his heart was just as broken as mine. I was selfish to think it was just me who was hurting. At the moment I envied him he had no pride to cry. I did my best to keep myself strong, together. Holding all my, tears behind my eyes. As soon as Scott placed this hand upon my cheek I lost it.. Entirely..
"Just tell me to stay." "I need you to go, I cannot be with someone who keep secrets any longer..."
"I am not trying to, I promise you Lillith. I simply just need to figure out all the information before I am able to tell you what has been going on. Lillith I love you. I want you. Your touch, your kiss... I love you the most no matter who comes along.."
As the tears fall like streams down my face. I move my gaze back to him as I come to find a kiss to be awaiting for me. It was a kiss of desperation, a kiss where he would hope I would change my mind falling into the simple feeling in which I didn't want to loose. As he turned from me, picking up the bag he had packed and headed out the door. My feet stayed planted as I wanted to run after him desperately. My mouth quite, but I wanted to yell. He understood I needed space. The only problem is my heart didn't.
After coming to from my state, I ran out the door, he was walking up the road as I yell at him.
"Scott!"
He turned around, dropping his pack. He ran to me and picking me up without any hesitation. We walked to the shed, as he wasted no time to strip me down, and having me underneath him. My back arced, biting my lip doing what I simply could to keep quiet. I wanted moments like this to go on forever. Closing my eyes, I was in realization there was not a single way I would leave him as he was uncapable to leave me.
"Tell me I am your only one.." saying this in a gasped whisper. "Only and always." He tells me, with deep and hot breaths.
I felt it then as I felt it now. Happiness and yet absence of something. The feeling was wonderful for the moment we shared together, though still absent from feeling somewhat broken. The simple feeling of not being able to be glued back together. Nothing mattered, I thought I knew everything...
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