March 9th 6am ish - March 12th
Waking up I did not feel refreshed, in fact I only felt more tired. Leo was gone, it did freak me out for a minute then I remembered once Leo fully wakes up he can not sit still so it made sense he left. I could also hear him in the hallway because of how loud he talks probably from not wearing ear protection ever, but hearing his voice reassured me he was alive and hadn't left me.
I'm the room with me was Lester he told me he hadn't moved since the night before because he was concerned for me (that's a first). I talked with him for a while mostly trying to run through everything because it all felt fake, Fenris dying wasn't fair I don't care how much Thanatos says death isn't fair this shouldn't have happened not to him he didn't deserve this.
I talked to him about some other things but it was hard to open up when he'd never really been there much. I ended up walking out claiming I needed food when he tried to bring up Leo's dad who'd apparently been talking about me which freaked me out, I already hated the idea of my own dad watching over me I did not need the god of craftsmanship watching me fail to put together an Ikea shelf.
I walked out into the hall, my eyes were still heavy but I thought it was just because I was hungry, Leo who still had the braids I'd done in his hair, saw me walk out and followed closely behind me to the kitchen, and by very closely I mean he was quite literally unknowingly pushing me as he walked it was cute though he just wanted to ask me questions and my head was so fussy I couldn't hear so he has to talk very close to my face.
"I don't think you're physically stable enough to make yourself food" Leo argued
"Well you're so scrawny I just don't think ur physically stable in general" I said back taking a seat, it really wasn't that big of a deal to start a fight over who gets to cook me food and I knew Leo would win that fight so I wanted to keep my dignity by at least getting the last word.
We tried discussing what I should eat
"You can't have a burger for breakfast I don't think that's healthy" Leo said
"Since when have you cared about healthy when was the last time you slept" I asked back
"Last night actually" he said proudly with a grin
"Fine but I'm not having "breakfast foods" that's all sugar I need protein and sustenance"
"Wow big word for you, you must be practicing" Leo said, don't tell him but that one made me laugh
"Leo I've been speaking English for twelve years now" I said back not really knowing if he was joking or not
"Twelve...yikes don't sound like it" Leo said grinning as he shuffled away back into the kitchen. He ended up making me way more food then necessary and I'm not exactly sure how he did it so fast and how he got half the ingredients. I ate so fast I almost threw up, aparently not eating for an entire day can make you hungry
"Feeling any better" Lee asked taking a seat next to me
"A little I still feel exhausted and like I just want to curl up into a ball and sleep for a hundred years" I told him, he reached over and placed his hand on my forehead
"Yeah you need rest have you actually rested ever, and no being in a coma does not count I mean have you ever taken a good few weeks off to relax?" Lee asked in his overbearing tone again
"He ran away with me a few times" Leo admitted
"I'm aware but did he relax when he did that or did he just stress more" Lee rebuttled
"Okay? I've tried to relax not my fault trouble and death just like gets drawn to me" I said
"Well good time to start is now..go get some rest you look like you need it" Lee said getting up from his seat
