Unforgettable | Yuzuru Hanyu

43. Need

Yuzuru's way to get her all hot and bothered was something that never changed. Just as he admitted how sexy he found the whole scene, Kana was already more than ready to drag him to her apartment.

Because yes, it was always where they spent the night. The last thing she wanted was to be caught by his mom in the middle of anything.

Stella had long gotten used to his presence as well, often joining them as a third wheel when they watched movies in the living room or the long conversation sessions. It was incredible to feel like you belonged with a group and they made it all look easy.

On that night, however, that was far from what she wanted.

"Stay with me" she said almost right away.

His reaction was pretty much immediate, pinning her to the nearest wall and completely ignoring the fact that they were still at the TCC, where anyone could possibly see them entangled. When he found it so easy not to care it was hard to see it any other way too.

The exchange lasted a few seconds before he slowed the kisses. One last peck and he pulled away, eyes never leaving her.

"Let me tell mom."

Just as fast as he left her breathless, this same man was leaving her all alone in that corridor, hair a mess and expression way too easy to read.

She was somehow still processing the information and events of that afternoon when he came back and dragged her again. The effects he had on her were still so clear that she could barely breathe properly in anticipation of having him. All of it as familiar as the first time they were together after her accident.

Maybe they both looked crazy when entering her apartment and running to the bedroom but Stella didn't even blink by now.

The other woman would probably tease them about it later but now it felt wrong to interrupt.

The door slammed shut and Yuzuru was already undoing his pants. Kana could barely keep up with his movements as she dragged down her leggins. His eyes followed her every move as he did so and it was clear that he wanted her just as much as she wanted him.

It didn't take long for both of them to be naked, Yuzuru pushing her back on the bed and crawling on top of her. She could see it in his expression that he was barely holding himself back. The kiss was as intense as she wanted, pulling a moan from her and leaving her panting.

Every touch, every kiss, every movement made her feel like she was completely alive and ready for him.

It was the kind of sex that they hadn't had for a very long time. The kind of sex where they were so desperate for each other that they didn't know how to behave properly. They were both completely lost in the moment, feeling as desperate as the first time.

They knew exactly what they were doing but that didn't mean that they were acting like sane people. It wasn't until he was inside her that she realized how much she needed him. And how much she loved him. His moan was a nice reward when he started moving. The pace was slow at first but it didn't take long to speed up, both of them were completely lost in the feeling.

He was the one who started talking dirty first. She didn't know why but hearing those words coming out of his mouth made her feel incredibly naughty. It wasn't until she joined in that she felt like she was completely herself. Like there was no way they could ever get enough of each other.

Yuzuru had to bite back a moan when she wrapped her legs around him, pulling him closer and increasing the friction. It was enough to drive him insane and he was pretty sure that she knew it too. She was doing it on purpose.

It was then that he noticed she was getting closer, her nails digging into his shoulders and her moans growing louder.

"Harder." she whispered against his lips.

It was the only word he needed to hear.

He started moving harder, feeling her growing tighter around him and hearing her moan louder. It was almost enough to make him come too. But he knew that he wanted her to come first, to feel like he was satisfying her completely. He could already feel himself reaching his limit but he wanted her to come first. So he kept going.

It was then that he felt her tensing, nails digging into his shoulders as she cried out his name. It was enough to make him lose control and he could feel himself coming inside her. It was almost too good, feeling her like that as they were joined together.

Kana couldn't help the loud moan when Yuzuru started moving harder. She felt like she was about to explode and it was the best feeling in the world. And then it happened and she cried out his name, feeling him come too and stay inside her.

It took a while for both of them to catch their breath. She was still completely lost in the feeling, not wanting to move at all.

"I love you." she whispered against his lips when he finally pulled away.

It wasn't like she hadn't said it before but it felt different this time. Like she really meant it.

"I love you too." he replied as soft, kissing her one more time.

"I'm not letting go of you."

"Good." she replied with a smile. "I don't want you to." she added, pulling him down on top of her and closing her eyes.

She was completely happy for the first time in years. Maybe even her whole life.

They stayed like that for a while before Yuzuru finally pulled away and went to clean up. Kana watched him go with a smile and closed her eyes, listening to the sound of running water and him moving around. He came back to bed after a few minutes, crawling under the blankets and pulling her close.

She didn't take long to fall asleep like that, Yuzuru's arm around her waist and his face against her back. She felt safe and loved, something that she had forgotten how it felt like.

It was a good feeling and she was sure that she wouldn't let him go either. Not after everything they had gone through and what they were still going to go through.

They would face it together. As a team. And as lovers. Because that was all she wanted to be for him.