Apart

Paul

Last night when I saw Daisy in that white little dress with her boobs hanging out and necklace going straight between those lines of cleavage of her I wanted to rip her clothes and fuck the sober out of her, yesterday I had a meeting scheduled with Leo Vollmer, in the last meeting both Rufus and Leo treated me like a child I hope that does not happen again I want to be taken seriously I am on the verge of building my business I might not be at the top of my game like they but I do hope they see potential in me. Another day another obstacle to conquer the difference this time of me meeting Leo is I am prepared. I was prepping myself for what I wanted in my side of business and how I was going to run his little share invested, I looked at myself in the mirror and I could see there was no difference between me and a racoon. I moved away from my desk and took a shower hoping it would help me but I stated wrong I looked up on the internet and it suggested keeping tea bags on it would help, without giving it much though I went downstairs in the kitchen and saw stupid staff preparing for breakfast I do not have any appetite at the moment I just want some tea bags I stood there for few minutes and most of them left I snuck in my own kitchen in my house to get some tea bags "Why the hell are there so many options here" I look at the drawer at I did not know my family is tea enthusiast "black tea, green tea, oolong tea, Pu'er tea, herbal tea, what the fuck how am I suppose to know which one I should use" I go one by one I read the ingredients behind it "Fuck it, I am going basic" I take out the chamomile tea and rushed towards my room. I read instructions from the phone "Steep two bags of tea exactly as you would if you were with the goal to drink it. Then squeeze out any extra liquid from the bags. Allow them to cool till warm, or chill them in the refrigerator for 10-20 minutes. Apply the tea bags to your closed eyelids for 15-30 minutes" I am not going back down for it to "chill" I am just going to place them on top of my eyes when needed, as the impatient creature I am I took out the bags in twenty minutes. It was not helpful at all, there is a silver lining to having a sister I know she uses makeup perhaps I can use one of her tools and cover this up I enter her room and my watch buzzes "I got no time here" I left the house as fast as possible; I was in such a hurry I forgot my phone back in there.

With no phone in hand, I used the GPS in my car, luckily I did not forget the name of the place I was meeting Leo. Great thirty minutes drive I am definitely going directly into traffic now, the car ride was smooth until I saw the time left on the GPS just ten minutes more I will reach my destination but there is a huge line of cars and buses here, it is peak hours I should have been more careful I should not have wasted my time on the tea shit, why do I care how I look when I am meeting this guy who has already bought some amount in my company. 

I look to the side and I see there is a couple on the sidecar where it is clearly visible the female's hands are busy rubbing his boyfriend's genital and the superior being (his boyfriend) is rolling his eyes upwards, oh god why am I looking at this view I turn my head to other side and see a mother breastfeeding her kid; why god why, why are you testing me right now and who in the hell wants to do this intimate stuff out in public where you can see the cameras directly not that I am the one who can give advice on this shit I, on the other hand, fucked Daisy for the first time in a park of all places, I pinch my nose bridge and smirk it is ironic when you feel disgusting when you see other people do the exact same thing and when you remember your moment you get hard. I wish I could release myself at this moment but I don't have Daisy with me right now and I do not want my junk to be on YouTube and social media platforms, today my little kitty is going to move into her place and I am not there with her. I hope she doesn't contact me I don't have my phone with me there is no way I could contact her, in the past few days we both have been busy with our own thing but she has always been there for me, whenever I text or call her she instantly replies and here I am, too busy in my own shit even though the things I am doing is for her but she does not know that and I would keep it that way but if she contacts Sally she would know other of her associates are assigned elsewhere. Although I don't have my phone with me I can still look at her, I take out my wallet and open it; at the fair, I took many photos of her and us I secretly kept one photo in here at the time I did not know I would thank my brilliant brain but today I am glad I kept our photo. Just by looking at her, I feel so soothed, she is everything I ever needed, and she is my world, we have not talked about the depths of our relationship but I have bent my ways for her and I will keep doing just to see her smile.