Apart

Daisy

It has been two days since we met, yes I said "we" I'm sure Paul doesn't even remember wishing me on my birthday well to be fair he is popular and I'm not he might have done that because my friends wished me birthday quite loudly why else would he even wish me. When I saw him next to Usher my heart skipped a beat I think I even froze for a second but I tried to keep my cool there. So what we played together I'm sure I won't even see for the next year (given our history) we run in different circles he's well a popular kid I'm a bookworm who ironically needs to be tutored for economics by a dodge bag type of friend. The only thing common between us is we are friends with Usher. I need to get my act together. I calculably to avoid thinking about him but I couldn't that 5'10ft with hazel foxy brown eyes, cheekbones structure that perfectly fit with his dusky complexion, wavy hair that could almost verified as straight hair, and eyebrows that didn't need any effort to work on, his consummate lips (which I wish crashed into mine), nose with the bridge that everybody would pay to have that, I hadn't seen his body yet I wonder how those would be. I had to snap back to reality or else Paul Williams would live in my head rent-free for the rest of my life which isn't fair he doesn't even bother to get to know me. No man or let me say no human is allowed to do that.

For the last two days, I have done no work besides daydreaming I need to focus on my studies and exam which is just a month away. Unfortunately, my house is occupied with chaos by my sister and my mom, my mom took a leave because she just felt like taking on to have a long weekend and my sister well she's five years younger than me so all she has to do is study for now but other than Paul the thing that occupies my brain which also motivate me to study is when I'll finally be able to get out of this house and be on my own, I don't plan to party, go out late or anything. With living in such chaos any person would just want to live the rest of their life in a quiet place and some me time which is exactly what I crave.

I took my books and of course, my water bottle put them in the bag, and headed down to the park. In the morning no one usually comes to the park except for the old folks for their walks and laughing therapy and guys who want to show that they are fit. I walked around first to find myself a good spot to study which was easy to find. I found a spot near a pond there was a table with a bench almost like in Cinderella which was kind of sweet, you know what they say that to achieve great needs to be a great atmosphere. I took out my books and started to study over there it was quiet so it was easy for me to understand the theory and write it down in my notes I was just consumed by my books at this time nothing could stop me right now not even a certain someone who's name starts with P. My book suddenly had drops of water on it which was weird when I looked up the sky was clear so there was no way it was raining, then I saw him coming out of the bush in his basketball shorts showing his shaped calves and thighs that worked in the gym or maybe doing squats all day long in dusky complexion no less, I hated anyone who had too much of body hair but he had the perfect amount plus with that sweat like sparkling diamonds covered him made me kind of thirsty.

"What... are you seriously studying right now" gliding his way over to me, Paul William of course no man can take my breath away like he does he was just something else."Yeah, the sky is blue so I thought why shouldn't I be too" I don't know where his sassy facious bitch comes out when he is around me but I'm not hating her or something.

"Aahhh of course, a bookworm like you. What else can you do other than study"

"My exams are in a month so I should focus on this and not anything or anyone else"

He leaned over to see my notes he was close enough for me to smell his scent even after being all sweat I could smell whiskey and crisp, short after I paid attention to what he wore on the upper part of his body it was a complete basketball jersey which show his arms by which I mean his biceps I just pictured myself in a situation we "accidentally" run into each other and I trip then he would grab me, without any efforts I could see his nerves like a spider web all over his hand but in a good way. The way he was breathing melt me away I just couldn't stop glaring at him he was so damn dreamy. I never wanted to end I could glare at him all day long, he glided his over my hair as it was blocking my face (I was testing my perversion vision to glare at him) my heart was beating at the utmost speed could imagine. I heard some voices coming from the other side of the bushes and he disappeared too.I can not afford any distractions at all given my condition but I couldn't help but wonder.