Michael ran down the corridor and opened the bathroom door.
Thankfully no one else was in there. He felt sick all over. Emotionally and especially physically.
He knew it was a bad idea to ask Sam over to sit with them at lunch but it was even a worse idea just sitting with Calum. He didn't know why he wouldn't just leave him be. It was obvious that Calum hated him, he just had no idea why. It was awful being around him. Michael swore Calum just wanted to make Michaels life miserable and that hurt. It hurt so much.
He took a step into the stall and put his shaking hands on the walls to steady himself. Then he kneeled on the ground in front of the toilet and stuck his fingers down his throat.
After washing all the contents down the drain Michael stood back up. His whole felt cold and his throat raw. His mind was incredibly dizzy too. He sat back down on the ground and ran his hands through his hair.
He knew he must of looked like shit. There was no way he could go back out there. Calum had just incredibly embarrassed him and so did Sam, even if she didn't do it deliberately. Everyone had seen Michael run out of the cafeteria. Most importantly Luke had seen.
He was a piece of shit. He had no friends, no one liked him. His ex best friend had now became his worst bully. His parents didn't even like him. He lost the most amazing person to himself and he was too much of a coward to even try and get him back.
Where was Michael supposed to go from here?
He slowly took his hands away from his face and layed his arms in front of him. He blinked away the tears and then something caught his eye.
His wrists. So clean, so innocent. He tried not to think. Not to think about anything at all like that but everything was hurting too much. And now that the thoughts were there, he couldn't make them go away.
So he stayed in the bathroom stall for the rest of the lunch period.
Just wondering.
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Whoa..I'm sorry that this is such a sad chapter..
Something big is going to happen at 70 btw
Anyway chap 1 of Ash and Alina will be up later today.
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Oh, Calamity | Muke ✔
Hayran Kurgu"I never thought it would hurt so much losing someone you never had, but now I understand" Luke was 17 when it happened. Michael was 14 when it happened. And those two facts, were exactly why it happened. -How Michael lost Luke to his own ways. And...
