THIRTY-EIGHT

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Y/n's POV

Days, turned into weeks, and I was starting to get worried. I decided giving Regina some space would be best for her but how much space does she need?

She hasn't responded to my texts, or calls, or anything. She hasn't shown up to school since that day we talked on the bleachers. Even kids at school were starting to notice her absence.

I finally decided to just go to her house. I couldn't take it anymore. When I knocked on the door, Mrs. George answered. She was in tears. "Are you ok Mrs. George?" I asked.

"Oh honey..." she let out, she gestured for me to follow her inside. "Where's Regina?" I asked. Mrs. George looked as if she was about to have a breakdown at the thought of her daughter's name.

"She told me to give this to you, if you ever came asking about her, I'm sorry dear." Mrs. George handed me an envelope. "I'll let you read it alone." She said before exiting the room.

I opened it to read the first few words.

Dear Y/n,

If you are reading this, then I am dead.

No. No. This isn't real. This can't be real. Regina wouldn't...she couldn't have! No goodbye? No nothing? My mind was racing, yet I pushed through and continued to read, fighting back tears.

I know you're probably upset right now. And I'm sorry I left without saying a proper goodbye. I couldn't carry on with this life anymore. This town, these people. You were the one thing worth living for Y/n. You made me want to carry on. But I just couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't live in a town where popularity rules all, where status was the best thing you could have. No one knew who I was, they knew Regina George, Queen bee, but they didn't know just me. Just Regina George. You knew me though, you knew the real me, and every single part of me. You were the best thing to ever happen to me. Always so kind and gentle with me. Patient and caring, I don't deserve you, and no one ever will, you are far too perfect for this world my love. Before your brain starts thinking of ideas on how this was your fault, it wasn't, at all. In fact, you saved me in ways that even I will never understand. So no, y/n, you didn't cause Regina George to commit suicide, but if you wanna blame it on somebody, blame it on this terrible school, for how they treat people. If you wanna blame it on someone, blame it on my dad for being a homophobic dick. If you wanna blame it on someone, blame it on Shane Omen, for starting it all. If you wanna blame it on someone blame it on anyone else, but you, because you Y/n, are the reason I chose to live just a little longer. I loved you from the moment I saw you, and I loved you when I took my last breath. I love you Y/n Y/l/n

Sincerely,
Regina George

Authors Note!

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP OMG DW YALL THIS ISNT THE END THO

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Kayla

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