Jema's POV
(Present)
"Do you still have my picture? " she suddenly asked
OMG!! I thought hindi nya napansin when I took her 2x2 picture.
"Huh??? what picture??" patay malisya ko na sabi ang I took the menu trying to find sandwich.
"The picture you took in my wallet" she said
"Huh?? bakit ko naman kukunin??" sabi ko nalang pero deep inside shocks.. nakakahiya
"okay.. baka kinuha ng ipis sa accom" she said and chuckled.
Maya maya dumating na ang kape and masarap nga ang kape! at least worth it ang pagod nya sa pag drive.
"So what happened to you after sagada?" I asked her kasi curious ako.
"Nothing.. " tipid nya na sagot.
"Nothing???.. wala man lang ba ganap sa buhay?" I was trying to squeezed her para mag share sya ng ganap.
"a lot to mentioned kasi..baka hindi ka makauwe if e kwento ko" she said.
"Ikaw ba?? ikaw nalang magkwento" sabi nya while sipping her coffee.
"Ayaw ko din baka hindi tayo makauwe if magkkwento ako" ginaya ko nlang din sya.
"gaya gaya ka naman e" sabi nya na natatawa pa ksi ginaya ko lang ang sinabi niya.
"Are you okay naba?" she suddenly asked.
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flashback
"Do you want some beer?" I was trying to control myself having her face closer to mine and tumayo sya. Huminga ako malalim kasi hindi ako makahinga kanina.
"Yes.. though hindi ako umiinom talaga" I said
"What's your Itinerary tomorrow?" she asked me .. lasingan bato?
"I can adjust naman" I said and lumabas na sya then maya maya pa.. she called me.
"sa veranda nalang tayo mas okay dun tumambay.. wait I'll get you a jacket kasi ang lameg.
Dahil hindi ako sanay uminom nalasing ako sa ilang can palang.. beer lang to ha. I even can't remember kung ano na ang pinagsasabi ko sa kanya
"I always askedhhh why they alwayssh hurt me.. alam mo yon.. binigay ko naman lahat sha kanila... and all of them ang bait sa umipisha... pero . lahat shhila nag cheat!! pinatawad mo then uulitin.. alam mo yon.. pangit ba ako??? Maganda naman ako di bah?? sumagot ka???? halosssh lahat shilaa hindi naman kuntento shaken..." I was out of control I think and kung ano ano na nasabi ko .
"Lasing kana masyado.. do you want to rest na ba??" aya nya saken and she tried na patayuin ako.
"Hep.. hepp.. hepp.. Hindi pa ako taposssh magshare e.. umupo ka dyan" sabay hila sa kanya and pinaupo sya.
"Hindi pa ako lasheng!!" tapos maya maya pa umiiyak na ako.
"Why me... Ikaw.. napatol ka din ba sa babae??? " I asked her and trying to reach out to her hand.
"So girl yong mga nakarelasyon mo??" she asked me with her gulat na face.
"oo.. at mapalalaki o babae... kung gago.. gago talaga" I said to her.. "and you!! like you! Kinuha ko pa nga ang picture mo sha wallet mo e.. remembrance bah." I laughed.. "kung shhingle kalang jojowain ka!!" sabay tawa ko."Kashe.. napaka ashekaso mo shha magiging partner mo.. ako nga.. hindi mo naman ako kilala pero!.. kung ashhikashuhin mo ako.. para mo akong jowa.. kaya.. Jojowain.." I saw her smile while still looking straight to me.
"so.. are you still moving on?" she asked
"Kinda... kaya nga ako andito e... winashak nila ang pusho kong mapagmahal" sabi ko nalang at umiiyak na naman ako. "kaya parang ayaw ko na magmahal ulet.. I am closhing thish to anyone na will try to hurt me.. so no enter!! " I said habang nakaturo sa puso ko.
Then I passed out.
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