Ella's POV
Hindi muna ako nag training at nasa bahay lng ako ang mumukmok sa room. I Heard a knock sa door at pumasok na
"La.. hindi ka nag titraining ilang araw na" Mom asked
Umiyak na naman ako at niyakap ako ni Mommy
"may problema ba kayo ni Jema??" Mom Asked me at hinahagod ang likod ko. Nakwento ko kay Mom lahat
"have you tried to listen to her explaination nak?" Mom asked
at umiiling iling ako
"mag usap muna kayo.. i felt naman that Jema loves you too.. hindi yon basta basta sama sama sayo kung hindi ka din mahal nun.. and.. La.. for a short period of time.. Jema is not that kind of person.. I believe in my instinct and I see that mabait na bata si Jema.. I hope you find time and courage to talk to her.. hindi naman dahil fan kami ni Jema but ito kasi nakikita namin.. nakailang pabalik balik na dito si Jema ahh.. sabi lang namin wala ka kasi yon ang bilin mo.. isipin mo mabuti la.." then mom kissed me sa forehead
"bumaba kana din para mag lunch hindi kana nag breakfast kanina
"yes mom" sabi ko nalng at lumabas na si mommy
my phone rang and it was Aly
"Besh!!! ano na nangyare sayo.. masama padin ba pakiramdam mo?? sana okay kalang" Sabi ni Aly sa kabilang linya
"mabuti buti naman na Ly.." sagot ko
"daanan ka namin mamaya ni MG ha" sabi nya
"ahh wag na wala kasi ako sa bahay" pagsisinungalimg ko at ayaw ko makita nila ako na ganito
"ganun ba.. update mo kami ha pagaling ka at namimis kana namin.. cge pahinga ka mabuti" at binaba na ni Ly ang phone
I never gave her the chance na magpaliwanag. I was so hurt and nasasaktan padin ako until now.
nakatulugan ko nalng ang pag iisip.
nagising ako na ring ng ring ang phone ko. nakadami ng miscall and number pero unknown sya sa contact ko.
nag ring ulet at sinagot ko na.
"finally.. is this Ella??" sabi ng nasa kabilang linya
"Jema is here sa bar.. and hindi daw sya uuwe until hindi ikaw ang sumundo sa kanya.. she's so drunk" sabi ng nasa kabilang linya
"maybe you can ask her Denise Tan's phone number at sya na sumundo kay Jema" i said and I was about to drop the call then I heard
"This is Denise and I was about to pick her here pero ayaw talaga sumama.. pinagtatabuyan nga ako e.. ikaw ang hinahanap and baka mabastos kasi to dito sa sobrang kalasingan" Denise said
"buhatin mo at dalhin mo sa inyo" i sarcastically replied
"Look Ella.. if pwede lang ginawa ko na.. but then Jema wants you! kaya pumunta kana dito or else iiwanan ko to dito and bahala sya mabastos dito" then Denise drop the call
The thought of it na baka ano gawin ng iba sa kanya made me move fast at kinuha ang susi ng sasakyan and drove fast to bgc. Mukhang hindi nagbbiro si Denise.
"Ella..!" tawag saken ni Denise pagpasok ko ng bar. Jema was sleeping in the couch
"kala ko hindi ka talaga dadating" Denise she held her hand to me at tinanggap ko naman
"I know you and Jema had something.. amd what you saw sa dorm nya was my fault.." she sighed
"ano ibig mong sabihin" I asked her
"dumating ako bigla sa dorm nya and... i was trying to convince her na balikan ako.. I actually beg.. but then.. ayaw nya pumayag.. i was out of my mind and I forced to kiss her, drag her to her room.. and do those things to her.... but jema never did try to respond and she actually was trying to scape..and nothing happened... nahimasmasan lang ako with she came back and slapped me hard.." with all what i heard.. nasuntok ko nalang si Denise
"you tried to ra..." i said while shes holding her face
"no..no.. tinakot ko lang sya.. but.. Jema loves you.. she said it to my face after you left..itong suntok nato okay lang kasi gago naman talaga ako.. I am saying this all to you coz I dont want you to waste your time hiding where infact Jema loves you too.. kung hindi ko sya napanindigan dati.. which was one of my biggest regrets sana kaya mo gawin sa kanya.... gusto ko sya maging masaya kahit ang sakit marinig na ikaw ang mahal nya.. kaya sana.. wag mo gawin sa kanya ang ginawa ko" Denise then smiled
"pag pinakawalan mo payan.. promise ko sayo hindi ko na hahayaan na mawala pa saken yan" denise added and tapped my shoulder at umalis na
I was trying to absorb everything I learned and heard earlier.. Jema never hurt me.. nilapitan ko si Jema sa couch
"Je.. tara na" pinatayo ko na sya
"hindi nga ako shashama shayo Den!!! ang kulet mo!!!pagkataposh ng ginawa moayaw ko shayo e!! she Ella.. Ella papuntahun mo dito.. Shi Ella ang mahal ko!! kaya wag mo ako hawakan.. " sabay tulak nya saken kaya binuhat ko na sya palabas. I hope nobody saw us and took some pictures.
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