Jema's POV
flashback
I can't help it but grabbed her arm and pulled her close to mine. Hinawakan ko na nag magkabilang pisnge nya then kissed her. She didn't move but I pulled her papasok ng room while still kissing her. I didn't stop until I felt her response to my kiss. After a few tries.. she gradually responded and I pushed her pahiga sa bed I hovered on top then kissed her again. We aggressively kissed this time and nilagay ko ang mga kamay nya sa itaas ng ulo nya trying to be dominant with her. I kissed her neck and I heard a moan from her.
Maya maya pa.. she pushed me and tumayo na sya. She quickly went out ng room. I was grasping my breath and tried na habulin sya pero bigla na syang nawala. Shocks.. bakit hindi ko na nacontrol. Ayaw ba niya saken.. or ayaw ba nya dahil girl ako? same kami?
After that night.. I never saw her again... the saddest part was.. I went back sa mga lugar na usual namin pinupuntahan but I never saw her. Nagstay pa ako ng ilang araw hoping to see her again and If I need to apologized. I went back to Laguna with a heavy heart parang ibang move on naman ang gagawin ko.
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Present
I remember that night she suddenly left and I can still remember the taste of her lips and seeing her again.. bumalik lahat ng alala with her sa Sagada. I was a bit confused now on what I felt though.. I like her kahit dati pa.
I took my phone and opened my IG. I search for her name sa IG but I was shocked. Iba ang mukha ng Kyle Negrito na nakita ko sa IG. It was not her. We never asked our names nung nag Sagada kami sa ilang araw naming magkasama that's why it was so hard na mahanap sya sa dalawang taon. I even asked yong may ari ng accom nya but they don't want to give details kasi bawal. She didn't even asked my name so if hahanapin nya ako paano din?
Why she didn't gave her real name?
I took off the case of my phone and Look at her picture. Yes.. It was just in my phone. Who are you ??? I was excited when I saw her again and dahil sa shocked ko na makita sya. hindi na ako nakapag sorry sa kanya for what I did 2 years ago.
"Totie" I called tots
"Hey.. Jema.. kumusta ang met up with Kyle?.. ayos ba?" natatawa pa na sabi ni Totie sa kabilang linya.
"She was not kyle.. kala mo ikaw lang may alam ng plano?.. hindi si Kyle ang humarap saken.. ibang tao." sabi ko nlang sa kanya
"huh?? pano mo nalang na hindi si Kyle yon?" takang tanong ni Tots.
"I searched her name sa IG and iba ang mukha ng nagpunta" sabi ko nalang sa kanya.
"wait... sabi ni Kyle andun sya" takang sabi naman ni Tots.
"Yes. andun nga sya pero iba ang humarap saken.. nagpanggap lang din na Kyle parang ako na nagpanggap na Tots" sabi ko nalang sa kanya.
"Baka pwede mo eask si Kyle na totoo.. if sino at ano ang name ng pinadala nyang tao.. please Tots" I begged her na kasi I wanted to know her name.
"Wait.. balikan kita.. and tawagan ko lang si Kyle" at binaba na ni Totie ang call.
Why do I keep on chasing for her.
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