𝑰𝑵 𝑬𝑨𝑪𝑯 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹'𝑺 𝑬𝑴𝑩𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑬𝑺 ( 𝑽𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑲𝑶𝑶𝑲)

Man, who will care for me

: Ah.....Argh.....shit....

'Those hazel eyes, those thin lips or plump ones, that slim waist, those curves, the hooded eyes when his expression changed, that cute mole on his nose, that boxy smile and when his eyes disappeared when he smiled, his pale skin or the tan one '

Jungkook got crazier, quicker, harder as he thrusted into the girl, didn’t even spare a glance to her. How would he notice anyone when his mind was clouded with some certain people! Well, certainly two.

His body and mind was like connected to the other two, though they were not physically there. He was getting more and more hot inside and out thinking about them. Though the thoughts weren’t intentional,  he couldn’t shake the feelings when they came in his mind.

It was never like before. Jungkook never imagined someone else when he fucked some other. To him, it was a bad thing, injustice to the other. But tonight, he just couldn’t. How could you blame him!

The boy never had a lover, girlfriend or a boyfriend. It was all foreign to him. He knew, it wasn’t even in that level yet, they were just friends, not even best friends. Gradually but surely they were going there. He could see that in their eyes too. The way they looked at each other. And even if the other two didn’t realise it soon, he would make sure they did realise. Cause......

Jeon Jungkook had already realised his feelings tonight.

He didn’t even realise that, the girl underneath him had already come for 3 times in a row. But he didn’t even budge till he came inside the condom.

He slided out from the girl and collapsed beside her as his chest kept rising and falling rapidly.

"Are you ok? Did I go hard? "

He felt guilty to the girl, most likely cause he didn’t even notice the young girl's face properly. He just picked her and came to the VIP room, of course with her consent. Though he was a fuckboy, he never did wrong to the other person.

"I'm ok. It's been a long time, I didn’t get it this hard." she chuckled.

"I'm sorry."

"Oh? Why though? I didn’t mind getting it hard. I enjoyed. There's nothing to apologise. "

"Err....not beacuse of that. I - I just imagined someone else while I- you know."

The girl laughed hard.

"Wow! You fucked me and imagined someone else? You asshole."

"Well, I also think I am." he chuckled.

Jungkook didn’t stay there for that much. He needed to talk to Yoongi as soon as possible. He only had Yoongi and Hoseok who could probably give him some tips or advice in that issue.

He called Yoongi as soon as he reached at home. Yoongi wasn’t picking up. So he looked at the direction of the wall clock in the living room to check the time. Of course, it was already 1:43 am. Yoongi might be sleeping like a dead right now.

He sighed as he kept his phone on the coffee table beside him. He half laid on the couch. The house was so silent, so silent that it was hurting him to bear that silence.

He always wanted a family, a family of his own, to whom he would return every day after all of his work is done. He chuckled bitterly as he checked his phone again. Was there a single text from his parents?.... 'No'

It was painful. But tonight he controlled himself. He needed to be stronger. He couldn’t cry anymore.

At that moment he thought about them. The way they hugged each other, smiled to each other, smiled to him, a genuine smile crept to his lips.