𝑰𝑵 𝑬𝑨𝑪𝑯 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹'𝑺 𝑬𝑴𝑩𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑬𝑺 ( 𝑽𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑲𝑶𝑶𝑲)

Closer to you 🌼

When Jin reached on the rooftop, his feet slowed seeing Namjoon leaning on the  reeling. His shoulder was shaking, his low sobs cut through Jin's heart. He slowly neared Namjoon and leaned on a pillar backfacing Namjoon. He sighed.

"I'm sorry. I didn’t know I'll hurt you this much. I never intended to make you cry.... Joon."

The nickname made Joon cry more. Never in his life he got that kind of pleasure to have someone who will call him with so much tenderly care. He grew up in a tough environment. It always made him back to two step in anything.

He shook his head.  Though Jin couldn’t see him he knew Namjoon wasn’t crying because he got embarrassed or upset of whatever Jin said. It was more like some personal reason. To be honest, Jin was all ok to wait for Namjoon to confess to him. But he was taking forever. And they will graduate next year. So when Yoongi stirred the subject, he decided it was time.

"I- It's not your fault. It’s - It's me. I'm the one to be blamed. I am so useless and I know that better than anyone. I should show my feelings if I have them. I never knew, I wasn’t sure I'll be worth of you. You're so charming, so- so elegant, so innocent, so beautiful inside out, I don't deserve you. I'm nothing comparing to you."

"And who told you to compare us Joon? We are all different person. We all have different beautiful things. Do you even know how beautiful your smile is? Your dimple, everytime you smile, your dimple takes my heart away. Everything you do, is such lovely thing to me. I cherish them like you cherish mine."

"But I can't make you happy. I might be not able to be the brave person who will be your shield, who will take care of you, who will fight the whole world for you. I might not be able to give you the love you want. I - I can't keep happy."

Jin couldn’t take this anymore. If they didn’t solve this today, they wouldn’t be able to do it anymore.

He quickly walked to Namjoon and back hugged him with so much force,  Namjoon stumbled for a sec. He couldn’t comprehend what just happened. This is the first time he got Jin's touch in any way. Oh God!

"Then let me be the one Joon.....please. Let me be the shield, let me take care of you, let me cherish you like the gem you are. I promise, I'll keep you happy, I'll love you like there's no tomorrow. I can't wait to have your love anymore. Please just be brave for our love today, just today." Jin leaned his whole body to Namjoon's back. He mumbled softly, whispered his last words, making Joon's neck hair stand straight in the sensation.

God! Namjoon was sweating. This time he faced Seokjin. Touched his arms so tenderly like they would break if he touched Jin with any more strength. He looked at Jin's wet eyes. They were so beautiful, so innocent eyes, looking at him with hope, with love.

And Namjoon lost it.

He took Jin's plump lips in his. Not moving them for like 5 secs as if asking Jin it was ok. And Jin's closed eyes gave him the unsaid permission. He started to move his lips. And Jin started just 1/2 sec later. They were tilting their heads in synchronizing as if they did it thousands of time, as if their lips were just made for each other.

It was like forever when they parted their lips. Still closing their eyes, their whole body was shaking in excitement.

"Shit!" Namjoon cursed

Jin narrowed his eyes to him.

"What happened?  Did som-"

"Why didn’t I do it earlier!!  Why was I so stupid till now. Gosh! They- they are so soft, so beautiful. " He traced Jin's lips with his thumb slightly, making Jin a red tomatoo.