Joshua had always felt like an outsider in Seventeen, not just because he was the sole foreign member but also because the weight of expectations and judgments seemed to fall on him more heavily. It wasn't just the language barrier or the cultural differences; it was the incessant scrutiny from fans and critics alike. Yet, through all the ups and downs, Seokmin had been his unwavering support.
Their bond had always been strong, but lately, Joshua had started to feel something more. It wasn't just the comfort of friendship he received from Seokmin, it was the warmth, the care, and the undeniable feeling that Seokmin was always there for him in ways no one else was.
The tripping point came when a dating rumor involving Joshua and a woman quickly went viral online, the rumor was relentless. Gossip sites and forums buzzed with speculation about his alleged relationship, leading to swift and harsh backlash.
Joshua's social media was flooded with messages demanding him to leave Seventeen. Hate trucks were organized to drive through the streets, their banners displaying scathing insults and demanding his departure from the group. The negativity was overwhelming, and Joshua felt a crushing sense of isolation.
The torrent of hate that Joshua received took a heavy toll on his well-being. As the rumors and online attacks intensified, Joshua's emotional state deteriorated rapidly. The constant barrage of criticism and the overwhelming pressure made it difficult for him to maintain his usual routines, including something as fundamental as eating.
The usually vibrant and energetic Joshua began to withdraw. His appetite diminished significantly, and he found himself struggling to eat even the simplest meals. Each bite felt like an ordeal, and he often left food untouched, unable to stomach the thought of eating while feeling so hollow inside. The once comforting act of sharing meals with his members became a source of anxiety, reminding him of the negativity that surrounded him.
Seokmin noticed these changes immediately. The usually vibrant and lively Joshua had become pale and thin, and his energy levels were noticeably low. Seokmin knew that Joshua's lack of appetite was not just a matter of stress but also a sign that he was not taking care of himself amidst all the turmoil.
One evening, after a particularly challenging day, Seokmin decided to take matters into his own hands. He prepared a nourishing meal, carefully selecting ingredients that would be gentle on Joshua's stomach and provide the nutrients he needed. It wasn't just about the food; it was about showing Joshua that he was cared for and that his well-being mattered.
Seokmin knocked gently on Joshua's door, carrying a tray laden with a comforting chicken soup, some fresh fruit, and a few small, easily digestible side dishes. When Joshua opened the door, he managed a weak smile, but Seokmin could see the exhaustion in his eyes.
"I made you something to eat," Seokmin said, his tone both caring and firm. "I know you haven't been feeling up to eating lately, but you need to take care of yourself. Please, just try a little."
Joshua hesitated, but the kindness in Seokmin's voice made him feel a bit more willing to try. He took a seat at the small table, and Seokmin set the tray down, carefully arranging the food. He didn't push Joshua too hard but gently encouraged him to eat a few spoonfuls of the soup.
Seokmin stayed by Joshua's side, offering words of encouragement and making sure Joshua knew he didn't have to face this alone. "I know it's tough, but you're not alone in this. I'm here for you, and I'm not going anywhere," Seokmin said softly, his eyes full of concern.
Slowly, Joshua began to eat, finding some comfort in the warmth of the soup and the soothing presence of Seokmin. Each bite was a small victory, and with Seokmin's patient encouragement, Joshua managed to finish the meal. Seokmin stayed by his side, chatting lightly and keeping the atmosphere as relaxed as possible.
