Joshua and Jeonghan were the envy of everyone at their university. Joshua, with his gentle demeanor and musical talent, complemented Jeonghan's charisma and popularity perfectly. They had been inseparable for nearly two years, sharing every moment of their university life together. Their relationship was the stuff of fairy tales until the day it wasn't.
One crisp autumn afternoon, Jeonghan met Joshua under their favorite oak tree on campus. The look in Jeonghan's eyes was different, and Joshua felt a chill of dread. Jeonghan broke the news abruptly, "I'm breaking up with you." Joshua's world shattered. He tried to understand, to ask why, but Jeonghan offered no explanation. The next day, it was all over campus Jeonghan was dating Seungcheol, a friend both he and Joshua had trusted.
Joshua was devastated. He couldn't focus on his studies, and his grades began to slip. Nights were the hardest; the loneliness felt like it would swallow him whole. Seokmin, Seungkwan and Wonwoo, his closest friends, rallied around him, trying to lift his spirits. They felt the betrayal too, but their main concern was helping Joshua heal.
Joshua's mind was a storm of questions. What had he done wrong? Why Seungcheol? He replayed every moment of their relationship, looking for signs he had missed. The self-blame was relentless. Music, once his solace, now reminded him too much of Jeonghan. Yet, he clung to it, writing songs that poured out his pain.
Slowly, Joshua began to rebuild his life. Seungkwan and Seokmin convinced him to join a new club, and Wonwoo dragged him to study sessions. These distractions helped, but moving on was a slow process. He even considered dating again but found it impossible to open up to anyone new.
Months later, just as Joshua was beginning to feel like himself again, Jeonghan reappeared. His relationship with Seungcheol had ended, and he came back seeking Joshua's forgiveness. "I made a mistake," Jeonghan admitted, tears in his eyes. "I miss you, Joshua. Can we start over?"
Joshua's heart was a battlefield. He still loved Jeonghan, but the wounds of betrayal were deep. Seungkwan, Seokmin and Wonwoo offered their support and advice, but ultimately, the decision was his. Joshua spent sleepless nights reflecting, writing in his journal, and pouring his emotions into his music. He needed to find peace with himself before he could make any decision.
Finally, Joshua met Jeonghan at the same oak tree where their relationship had ended. The conversation was raw and emotional. Jeonghan explained his reasons, his regrets, and his love for Joshua.
Joshua took a deep breath, gathering his thoughts. His heart pounded in his chest as he looked at Jeonghan, the person who had once been his everything and had now become a source of both love and pain. He struggled to find the right words, but he knew he had to be honest.
"Jeonghan," Joshua began, his voice trembling slightly, "when you left me, it felt like my whole world fell apart. I kept asking myself what I did wrong, why I wasn't enough. I replayed every moment we had together, looking for answers that never came."
Jeonghan's eyes were filled with regret and sadness. "Joshua, I was a fool. I thought I needed something different, but all I did was hurt you and myself. I realize now how much I love you, and I regret everything I did."
Joshua nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat. "It wasn't just about you leaving. It was the way you did it, without any explanation, without considering how I would feel. You chose Seungcheol, someone I trusted, and it broke me in ways I can't even describe."
Tears welled up in Jeonghan's eyes. "I know I hurt you deeply, and I can't change what I did. But I want to make things right. I want to be there for you, to help you heal."
Joshua looked away for a moment, gathering his strength. "I've spent months trying to understand, trying to heal. Seokmin, Seungkwan and Wonwoo have been there for me, helping me pick up the pieces. I've come a long way, but I'm still hurting. I still love you, Jeonghan, but I'm scared. Scared of being hurt again, scared of letting you back into my heart only to be broken once more."
Jeonghan stepped closer, his voice soft and earnest. "Joshua, I can't promise that everything will be perfect. But I can promise that I'll do everything in my power to make things right. I'll wait for you, no matter how long it takes. I want to prove to you that I can be the person you deserve."
Joshua's eyes met Jeonghan's, searching for sincerity. He saw the pain, the regret, and the genuine desire to make amends. "I need time, Jeonghan," Joshua said, his voice steady despite the tears. "I need time to heal and to figure things out. I can't just go back to the way things were. Not yet."
Jeonghan reached out and gently took Joshua's hand. "I understand," he whispered. "I'll be here for you, Joshua. I promise, I won't rush you or pressure you. I'll wait as long as it takes, and I promise I won't make you sad again. I'll be by your side, supporting you every step of the way."
Joshua nodded, feeling a sense of relief and hope. He knew it would be a long journey, but with Jeonghan's promise and the support of his friends, he felt ready to face it, one day at a time.
Jeonghan kept his promise. He was always there for Joshua, making him feel secure and loved. He took Joshua out on small, thoughtful outings, walks in the park, visits to their favorite cafe and quiet evenings watching the sunset. He never pushed, never rushed. He simply remained a constant, reassuring presence in Joshua's life.
Gradually, Joshua began to feel the walls around his heart start to crumble. The more time they spent together, the more he saw the sincerity in Jeonghan's actions and words. Jeonghan's unwavering patience and dedication helped Joshua heal.
One day, as they sat by the lake, watching the reflection of the sky in the water, Joshua turned to Jeonghan with a smile. It was a genuine, heartfelt smile the first in a long time.
"Jeonghan," Joshua said softly, "thank you for being patient with me. For staying by my side and proving that you care. I think... I think I'm ready to give us another chance."
Jeonghan's eyes lit up with hope and love. He reached out and took Joshua's hand, holding it gently. "Thank you, Shua. I promise I will never take your trust for granted again. I'll do everything I can to make you happy."
As they sat there, hand in hand, Jeonghan looked into Joshua's eyes, his gaze full of love and tenderness. He hesitated for a moment, then asked softly, "Can I kiss you?"
Joshua's heart fluttered. Slowly, he nodded, his eyes closing as he leaned in. Jeonghan cupped Joshua's face gently, his thumb brushing against Joshua's cheek. The kiss was soft and tentative at first, but soon it deepened, full of the love and longing they had both missed.
It was a kiss that spoke of forgiveness, healing, and the promise of a new beginning. As their lips moved together, Joshua felt the last of his fears and doubts melt away. He knew that, with Jeonghan by his side, they could face anything together.
When they finally pulled apart, both of them were breathless but smiling. Joshua rested his forehead against Jeonghan's, feeling a warmth spread through his chest. "I love you, Yoon Jeonghan," he whispered.
Jeonghan's smile widened. "I love you too, Joshua Hong, Always."
In that moment, under the setting sun by the lake, they knew that their love was stronger than ever. It had survived the storm and emerged even more beautiful. Together, they were ready to embrace their future, one step at a time.
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GUYS, FINALLY I AM BACK!!
I'm sorry for the delay in updating the story. I've been busy with exams, which have taken up a lot of time to update.
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