"So, I felt like I'm gonna die with regrets if that was our last conversation.
Actually I'm fighting literal demons as I write this. I still think you were nice to me as some sorta joke or prank. It's no secret that I'm very pessimistic. But really that won't change the fact that I've liked you for a long time. But really sweet words like love or adore won't really express my feelings.
But after talking to you, I was very afraid because I did love you...and whoever I live just goes further away from me. You said you were leaving, and honestly I don't want to stop you. Cause you must have decided that for your own good.
And what more could I wish for rather that the well being of the person I liked?
You might've been nice to me out of pity or you might've even though me as annoying but I'm grateful regardless because no one has ever approached me themselves or kept approaching me.
I won't be exaggerating if I said you're the nicest person I've ever met.
And come to think of it I've only talked to you less than a week.
But again, I'm glad I got to meet you.
You said ne so many nice things no one ever did, even if it was a lie.
Really I wish I thought otherwise but I still think you're just fooling around.
Let's pretend I'm not thinking that .
Well, I planned to only write 2~3 lines but look at me writing a whole essay.
So here's the summary, I'm the local cat towards who isn't genuinely nice though I am. You were the closest so I got a little annoyingly attached. I hope I didn't annoy you much.
I wish you were genuinely nice to me. And of course I wish we met under different circumentces? (Sorry idk the spelling)
And I just...wanted you to know , at this point I don't even care what you think but I LOVE YOU and I will. I hope you live happily from now on, and wherever you are, I will love you, whether you like it or not.
And I hope, the next time we meet, well have a lot of subjects to talk about! "
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Romance/dɪˈlɪəriəm/ /dɪˈlɪriəm/ [uncountable] a mental state where somebody becomes excited and not able to think or speak clearly, usually because of illness. °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° "Describe yourself in a word!" "Gentle" she t...
