SHIT + LOVE

10✿KISS ME✿

Sebastias POV
PII

We're still drinking our lives out and this is the first time I'm really enjoying myself.
I seat back while I watch Lee dance on a song she insists is her 'jam'.
I wouldn't really call it a song cause there's barely any lyrics you can hear but it really fits her querky and naughty attitude right now. I think the title's 'This is the Life' by 'my name is kay' (A.N. I WOULD REALLY RECOMMEND YOU GUYS TO HEAR IT :] ). I laugh as she sways her hips, jumps up and down, and puts her hands in the air. I would never imagine she's this fun to hang out with.

"Come on! Dance with me Sebby!" .I never heard anyone call me that in a long time. Now that I think about it, she does resemble Alexa. I smile at the thought. She notices me smiling and she smiles back holding her hands out waiting for me to grab it. So I give in, and now I find myself dancing like crazy.
I'm not a really good dancer but I know the basics so I probably don't look too bad.

She laughs and laughs some more while we dance and me finding it hard not to laugh with her.
As soon as the song ended she immediately plopped down to her bean bag couch.
I haven't been this happy with someone.
I don't know, maybe it's just the alcohol getting to me?.
"I'm hungry" she says.
"would you like me to cook up the ramen for you?" I ask her.
"You would? I can't imagine that the GREAT SEBASTIAN is doing me a favor! How very kind of you!" she says with sarcasm on her voice and with a naughty smile beaming at me.
"Hey! I can be kind to you know! I just don't want other people to think of me that way" I tell her, while scratching the back of my neck and heading straight to the kitchen.
"I'll be right back. It'll only take 5 minutes" I continue. "mmm-kay" she replies while she hums and plays with her hair.
Have I ever mentioned how beautiful her hair is?, hair as black as the midnight sky adding natural curls on the tips.

I start to heat up the pot with water and while waiting for the water to boil, I head back to the living room to check on her only to see her sad face that seems to be plastered on a family album she's looking at. To lighten the mood I decided to sit next to her "whatcha looking at?" I ask her while bumping my elbow to hers.

She smiles shyly and wipes off the tears on her cheeks.
" This was a picture of us 10 years ago. Before things started to crumble" - Lee
I look at the picture and I see her holding a bucket of sand smiling cheekily, Xander looking at the camera with his tongue out, and her Dad carrying their Mom bridal style looking at each other with genuine smiles. Whoever took this picture deserves a clap, he/she was really able to capture the moment just by looking at it. I nod at her and continue to appreciate the picture.
"I wish I can go back to this moment, I've forgotten what it's like to have a family" she says sobbing like a cute little girl.
"Hey" I grab her chin so she can slowly look at me, I notice her cheeks starting to heat up, and I just smile, pretending I haven't noticed it at all.
"you can never go back to the past, nor can you change it. But you can always live for the present, and make things better for the future. What's important is you still have people you care for and care for you, the only thing you need to do is cherish your past, and just like what you told me back then, God has plans for everything" I continue.

"it's not as easy as you say it, but you're right" she thanks me and gives me a hug. I hugged her for awhile before we both notice how awkward it is and she's the first one to let go.
I'm heating up, Oh shit, am I actually nervous right now, this isn't me at all.
"U-hm yeah lemme go check on our ramen" I tell her too lowly, and she just nods and stares back to the picture again.

What the hell. I can feel my stomach doing back flips. This is impossible. I tell myself.
I head back to the kitchen and just in time for the water to start boiling.
So I put the noodles with condiments in the pot and gave it a couple minutes to boil before pouring it to two separate bowls. I put mine on the counter and left hers on the opposite side, sighing, what am I doing.
"Uh Lee! Ramen's ready!" I called her from the kitchen and she happily replies
"I'm coming". I watch her walk her way to the kitchen, she's walking like Jackie Chan from Drunken Master, I laugh at the thought "what's funny" she asks, I didn't realize my laugh was that obvious.
"nothing, it's just that you remind me of a Jackie Chan movie" I tell her while I grin and started on my ramen.
"really? What movie?" she asks looking extremely confused, like she's trying to figure something out.
"it's not really that famous, ever heard of the Drunken Master?" I tell her grinning with noodles hanging from my mouth and she immediately turns red. She actually knows what I'm talking about.
After a minute she starts to laugh.
"O-my-God! you're hillarious! I love that movie!" she exclaims, I can't help but laugh as well, I never expect girls to watch those kind of movies. I guess she's not like other girls.

The unexpected happened though.
"can you kiss me?" Lee looks at me, begging me to kiss her, and I just look at her back. Shocked at what she's suddenly asked me to do.
I smile, and gently cup her cheeks.
"It's just, I never really know what it feels like" she says shyly with her head low and her little fingers playing with each other. A girl this beautiful never had her first kiss?. Impossible. I tell myself.
"you know I've been dying to kiss you. But I wouldn't do it right now. Know why? Because your're drunk, and I don't want you think I took advantage of you when you wake up. Perhaps we can kiss, at the right time, and at the right moment, soon cass ok?"

She looks at me, she nods and smiles with a little hint of surprise judging from her beautiful face.
"you know, I never expected you to be a gentleman, being the Jerk you're commonly known for" she replies and to my surprise, she leans to me and rested her head on my shoulder.

We sang,dance and laugh throughout the night.

Till she finally slept on my lap, while I gently play with her hair.

*****

hahaha! so what do you guys think?
Who do you think is the Alexa girl SEBBY mentioned?
so yeah, who would've thought I would update at 1 in the morning :D

I can't believe I'm able to write and play League of Legends at thesame time! lol
I am with my guy friends and like everytime i die on the game, I press alt+tab and go back to making my story, then after less than a minute, my character respawns, so I go back to playing. Lol
I know, I'm weird right? haha

I'm a gamer and a reader and I'm proud of it! <3
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