SHIT + LOVE

13✿The Mall✿

"Lee! What are you doing here?" Xander asks me.
"I should be asking you thesame thing?" I answer back. And who was the Barbie who slapped him, and how can he be okay with that. My brother is Alexander Coleens, nobody slaps him and gets away with it just like that.

"What the hell was that about? Imma go punch that fucking bitch for slapping you!" I tell him and was about to chase after her but unfortunately my brother got a hold of me while he laughs and tries to calm me down.

"Relaxe ok! haha! what are you getting so pumped up about! She used to be my fuck buddy and I told her that we should stop seeing each other, bla bla bla, long story short, I broke up with her. Well something like that, I mean we weren't even dating" he chuckles.
Ok eww. I frown in disgust. I forgot the fact that he used to bring different girls home at night.
"Ohhh... No wonder she kinda looked familiar,haha" I tell him rather a bit embarassed for over reacting. He continues to laugh until his gaze moved to Liz and Drake.
"Woah no way! Drake ma men! It's nice to see you again!" Xan exclaims and they do the usual hand gestures and manly hugs. Well okay talk about short attention span I tell myself.
"Hey! How have you been!" Drake asks him they continued to talk while me and Liz just stared at them waiting impatiently for them to stop talking, completely oblivious about the fact that me and Liz are still here. Typical.

"Sooo.. do you guys plan to talk till the Mall decides to close?" Liz asks them finally getting their attention. I just laughed. I can see they're starting to piss her off.

"Oh yeah, haha, let's go grab some food then" Xander says while he swang his arms on Drake's shoulder.

We head to McDonalds and order some food. We started to talk and catch up with each other. We were done eating when suddenly Drake looks at me and smiles.
"I'm kinda wondering if you guys could give me time to talk to Lee here, PRIVATELY I mean". I blush. Oh gosh he wants just the two if us to talk. I've been dreaming of this to happen my whole life!.

"Yeah sure I don't think that would be a problem right Xander? I was kinda hoping you'd accompany me to the bank before it closes too" Liz bumps Xander with her elbows.
"What? Can't you guys just talk with us around?" Xander asks. Can he be anymore oblivious. Drake starts to scratch the back of his head and just when he was about to say something, Lizz cuts him off.

"The hell with this" she grabs Xander and forced him out the shop. I mouthed 'Thankyou' to her and she nods in return.

"Ahaha sorry about that. Xander can be really stupid sometimes. I think it's what high I.Q people tend to have sometimes" I tell drake sheepishly. I can't stop my heart from beating too fast, I'm nervous and I don't know why. He just wants to talk and I'm taking things to a whole new level. I'm such a loser.

"It's cool" while he still continues to scratch the back if his head. Oh my god he's as nervous as I am.

I smile and I know I'm blushing right now. It took all of me to just ask him what he wanted to talk about.

"Uhm. I've been planning this for a long time and I'm not sure whether it's too late to ask but uhm..."

He's starting to breathe really fast.
Sweat were starting to ran down his face.
And I think he's actually blushing.
This guy is sooooo amazingly gorgeous right now.

"It's j-ust u-uhm. I really like you!!" he finally manages to say it. WHAT?! He likes me?! am I dreaming right now?! It's like I died and went straight to heaven. I don't talk. Slash that I can't fucking talk at all.

"Oh no no no. You don't like me back I knew it" he continues to talk to himself probably thinking I can't hear him at all. So I decided to hold his hand and grab his attention back.

"I have been dreaming of you to tell me that for a long time. Drake I like you too!" I tell him softly and he gives me the most amazing and genuine smile in the world.

"You do? I've always liked you since we were kids and I haven't had the strength to tell you because I thought you didn't feel thesame way I did. So I decided the next time I come home, I will tell you, I don't want to lose you without even trying" he says so shyly, blushing and his beautiful blue eyes staring right into mine.

"It's about damn time! I thought you didn't like me back either! that's why I never told you" I tell him, and I can't stop smiling. Who knew we both had a thing for each other.

He smiles and shakes his head.
"My question then would be is, if, uhm, Cassandra Lee Coleens, will you go out with me?"

Without a second thought I immediately said "Yes, Drake Irven Edward, I would love to go out with you!" I squeal and suddenly he shouts 'Yes' , he jumps from his chair and gives me a really tight hug while he burries his face on my neck and whispers "you don't how long I've been dying to do this, you won't regret it I promise" his voice gave my whole body shivers, good shivers I mean. We were both wrapping hands to each other, and I can feel people starting to stare. Like I give a fuck anyway, the guy of my dreams just confessed his undying love to me. I rolled my eyes and slightly chuckle.
"What you say let's get out of here?" he asks and I just nod. He twirled his fingers around mine and I can't help but feel the tiny tingles coming from my hands.

We headed to the bank to check on Liz and Xander, and when we were near I can see the annoyed expression pasted on Xander's face.
He must be pissed because Liz talks a lot, some don't even make sense when she starts talking. They haven't spotted us yet, so I let go of Drake's hands and he gives me thins confusing look.
"We should keep this a secret from Xander for the time being. I don't want him to scold because I'm dating one of his closest friend. He's not ready yet" he understands and nods while giving me a nice smile.

"Hey! You got your money?" They both jumped at my question, probably didn't notice we were already beside her.

"They said we should come back tomorrow because they're about to close, so screw them. I guess we should cancel our shopping spree for now" She shrugs, clearly dissapointed.
"Oh that sucks" I say.
"So what did you guys talk about anyway?" Xander asked looking rather suspicious than confused.

"Oh uh, you know stuff" I say nervously. What the hell am I supposed to say.
"We just talked about what to do on Lee's birthday next week" Drake said rushly scratching the back of his head.
"We were? oh yeah we were!" I said nervously. I completely forgot. I'm turning 19 next week. I'm getting older. I tell myself.

"Oh shit I completely forgot. We are definitely throwing a party!" Xander says excitedly. I decided to keep my mouth shut just in case he gets suspicious again.

We started walking while listening to Lizz and Xander's plans for my birthday when a football suddenly hit my head. 'Poink'.
"Ooooh ouch" says Xander.

"What the fuck!" I shouted and started looking for the person who threw the ball at me when I see someone familiar running towards us and shouting 'sorry'.
The nerve of this manwhore, I'm starting to think he threw the ball at me intentionally.

*****

Tantan nanan! hahahaha
Ahhhh Love, how I wish I'd have one too.

I had my share of skinny love back then. The problem is neither one of us confessed to each other, a couple o' years passed and he found someone else. I still like him though but I don't we'll ever become a couple. He's a dream that will never come true. :/

I hate this freakin rain!
It's been a month for Christ sake! :/

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