SHIT + LOVE

17✿The Aftermath✿

LEE'S POV

I patch up Seb's wounds and he flinches everytime. I give him a teasing smile, but I kiss his wounds afterwards.
"Back when me and Xan were kids, we tend to get alot of scratches all the time... mom would always kiss my wounds after she patches them up and it always makes my wounds feel alot better" I tell him while I smile as I remember what Mom was like back then.

He blushes as I kiss each and every one if his wounds.
"You're enjoying this aren't you?" I ask him teasingly as I stand and return the first aid kit on the drawer. He just smiles and stares at me.

I suddenly remembered our conversation back at the mall when I called him.
"Oh yeah I forgot you told me we aren't friends and you just wanted to sleep with me" I tell him, while I crossed my arms and stare at him furiously.

"Yeah about that, I'm sorry I told you that" he looks at me sincerely and he tilts his head down and scratches the back of his neck while I tap my feet impatiently waiting for him to emphasize everything.

"It's just, I was really angry with Drake, and I didn't like the idea that you only see me as a 'GREAT FRIEND', I didn't mean what I said about just wanting to have sex with you, I respect you too much to do that, Lee I see you more than just a friend, but I guess I'm too late. I'll kill that asshole if he ever hurts you" he murmurs.

Even if this manwhore is a jerk sometimes, I know for sure he's an honest guy. I'm confused, what am I to him if not his friend then.

"Where are you going with this Sebby? I mean Sebastian. What am I to you then?" I scratch my forehead when I remembered not to call him Sebby anymore. He looks nervous. Well that's a first. Why won't he just answer me and get this over with.

"I don't know what you are to me honestly. I just know you're someone important and special to me ok" he finally answers. I smile but I don't show it, instead I pretend that I'm still angry and that his answer is not good enough.

"I should probably leave then, I'm really sorry Lee. I didn't mean to hurt you with what I said. I hope you get to forgive me someday" he looks at me apologetically and headed towards the door. But before he could open the door...

"Good enough I guess, apology accepted. Get over here!" I tell him while I open my arms to welcome him, indicating that I want a hug.

He stares at me like a little kid while he scratches the back of his neck and his face starting to look pink.

"I'm not a kid you know" he says shyly but I hugged him regardless while I inhale his familiar peppermint smell.

I feel him smile and small vibrations form in his lungs while he lets out a small chuckle.
"I know you can't resist me, I missed you Lee" he tells me while he plays with my hair.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night Sebby, I missed you too" I tell him while I help him sit down.
"I should probably clean this up, you want some hot choco?" I continue while I wipe off what's left of the blood stains.
"I'll go make us some" he says and tries to walk up but obviously he's in no condition to even stand.
"No no, you need to stay put and rest. I'll go make us some after I finish this" I tell him while I help him take a seat again.

I turned the TV on and handed him the remote, I then lit the fireplace to keep him warm. Afterwards I head to the kitchen and made us some good old hot choco Mom used to make us.

"Hey I hope I'm not too late with the hot choco. I made it extra special this time" I say cheerily while I head back.
I stand infront of him to offer him his cup but to my surprise, he's asleep.

I smile at his cute face, he's sleeping like an angel and he looks so calm and at peace right now.
"I guess we could just drink this later." I whisper to him while I play with his hair.
He reacts by smiling, Is he dreaming right now? I chuckle to myself.
"Sweet dreams dear Sebby. I'll see you in the morning" I kissed his forehead goodnight and was about to leave when he grabs my hands and slowly opens his eyes, a small smirk on his face.
"No goodnight kiss on the lips Lee?" he jokes while he locks his fingers on to mine and pulls me to sit beside him. His touch is so warm and fuzzy, I feel like I'm having goosebumps. He gives me a genuine smile while he takes a cup of his choco and sips it.