SHIT + LOVE

14✿Oh, so 'that's' her date✿

Seb's POV

I ran towards the girl I accidentally hit the football with. Jake just had to be so clumsy, now I have to go and apologize.

I'm not even in the mood to flirt with a girl right now. I don't know why but I find other girls untypical and unattractive if it's not Lee.
I know I don't like her but she's been in my mind the whole day after leaving her alone this morning. The idea of her having a date somehow pissed me off. I don't even know why I'm so dissapointed when she told me she just sees me as a great friend. I don't get it, being friends with her was all I ever wanted since grade school.

I snapped back from the flash backs in my head when I realized....
"Lee?" I automatically smirked. Of all girls I'd end up talking to, it just had to be Lee. Somehow I felt happy, I've been missing her voice already.

"You did that in purpose didn't you?! You fucking manwhore!" she's turning incredibly red, I think I pissed her off real bad. I just chuckle.

"Aren't you a smart one?" and then I did the unexpected, I hugged her and whispered something in her ear. Then she turned redder. If you think looking like a tomato is an understatement, it's not. Suddenly a dude grabbed me off her.

"What's the big idea man?!" I snapped at him. Who the hell is this piece of shit.
"I don't like other guys touching my girl!" the dude spouted at me. Emphasizing the 'GIRL'part and I can hear Liz and Xander just gasp.

Huh? I don't get it. He's girl?!
"Really?! I don't find your name written all over her!" I spat back.
He looked ready to charge at me and I'm more than ready to punch this dude of the face off the earth, he was supposed to blow a punch when Xander decided to stand in the middle.

"Stop it you dickheads! You're both making a scene!" Xander exclaims with his hand blocking me and his other hand blocking the dude.

I stiff up when I feel Lee grabbing my hand.
"Can you relaxe Sebby. Please! I don't want to see two of my great friends fight" there she goes again calling me a great friend.
I relaxe my fists and even my breathing.
"Good" says Xander putting his arms down.

"Ok Let's start over again. My name is Drake Edward" and he offers his hands to shake hands with me but I pretended no to see it.
"Sebastian David" I mutter.

"Uh-m Sebby, he's the guy I told you about this morning" Lee tells me while she looks on the floor and plays with her fingers. Oh. Now I see, so this is her date.
"He called you his girl. Are you two dating now?" I whisper to her ear. She turns red and nods her head.

Ouch. I feel like someone just pierced a knife in my heart. So I smiled and pretended I'm happy for her. Jake and the guys came running to us. "you guys alright? nice timing seeing you all here!" Jake man hugs Xander .
"Oh shit! Drake!? Haven't seen you in a long time! When did you get back?!" Jake knows Drake? I'm the only one who doesn't know this dick?.

"Wait! You're Mrs. David son right? The principal of New Divine Highschool? Shit! You've grown up! You don't remember me? I used to date your sister! How is she by the way? I have't been in touch with her for a long time. I've been trying to call her, she never called back" Drake says excitedly. She did not just fucking mention my dead sister. He's the reason she committed suicide. Their broke up was the reason she got pregnant from a guy she barely knows. He's the reason she killed herself because she couldn't live without him. He's the reason I've been so guilty with myself this past few years. I don't think I can control myself any longer.
I went straight to him and punch him. He fell down the floor and I punch him again, the third punch was stopped by Jake.
"Let me go or I'll take you to hell with this asshole!" I try to let go of his grip, but two more guys grabbed a hold of me.

Xander pulls me back till I can stand.
"What the hell bro! What's gotten into you men! Can you relaxe?!" he tells me. I stare blankly at him and I could see the reaction on each and everyone's faces. They were all looking at me with panic and fear written all over their faces.
"The hell with this shit!" I tell them and started to walk away but before I left "oh and by the way, my sister's dead asshole! She killed herself because of you!" I spat at him and continued to walk away.

*****

I'm here at 'faces' drinking my life away!
Ha! beat that!
Who says you can't drink and write at thesame time?! hahahahaha.

I feel like shit. They told me I don't belong to their family because my blood is black! hahahahaha. Fuck them!.

Anyway, thankyou for reading my story!
I love you even if I don't know you!

read, live, love
Oh and
PARTY HARD!

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