SHIT + LOVE

15✿Shit, Shit, and more Shit✿

Lee's POV

I'm still processing what just happened. Drake tries to stand on his own. Blood flowing out of his nose, and the shock on each of our faces.

What the hell just happened. How is Drake the reason behind the death of Sebby's sister. I remember he told me back then that her sister commited suicide. How is it Drake's fault. This is so confusing.

"Drake? Did you really kill Mira? Is that why I don't see her anymore? The hell I thought she was studying somewhere far away. You didn't even tell me she was Sebastian's sister!" Lizz is demanding for answers and tears were starting to form in her eyes, she's as confused as I am.

I hug Liz to calm her down, she's in a state of panic right now, while Xander offers a hand to Drake. He doesn't talk, just the look of terror, confusion, and guilt were in his eyes.

The guys took it upon themselves to lighten the mood. They tried to make a joke out of what happened but nobody bulges. We're all still in awe.

"I need sometime alone" Drake finally manages to say, nobody protested, we all stayed quiet, hell he wouldn't even look at me. and then he left.

I figured he needs some air, I mean we all do.
Withouth a doubt Seb immediately popped out my head.
I do the unthinkable and started dialing his number.

SEB: What do you want?!
I flinch. Why is he yelling. I just wanted to check on him. Is it wrong for a friend to care.
I ignore how he raised his voice on me.
ME: Are you okay? Where are you? I'll come get you.
He laughs, what is so fucking funny right now?
SEB: Why do you care?! Don't you have a boyfriend to look out to now?!
ME: What the hell's gotten into you?! I'm calling because as a friend I care! Where the hell are you? Why is it so loud in there?
He laughs again. This time I hear a girl's voice calling him. Telling him she's horny or something like that. I don't know I have weak hearing senses, I'm a loser, I know.
SEB: Stop acting like you fucking care! If you need comfort go run to your fucking boyfriend! You know what screw you all! I don't have time for your pathetic and depressing lives! Oh and you think I'm a friend? Do you think I'll still be a friend when I tell you the only reason I hang out with you is because I want to get in bed with you? Ha! You aren't even worth sleeping with! Hold up baby I'm coming!.
and then he hung up. How dare he. That was so low of him. Just when I was starting to trust him. So all that bullshit he told me was just so he can sleep with me. Oh God I'm so stupid.

Tears were starting to flow on my cheeks.
I can feel someone hug me, I look up and I see my brother stroking my back with a sympathetic smile on his face.
"Who was that?" he asks me.
"Seb" was all I could say while I continue to sob on his chest. His hug gets tighter.
"Seb says alot of stupid stuff when his mad. I'm sure he didn't mean it" he tells me assuringly.
It all sounded pretty damn real to me. So I pretended not to hear it instead.

Jake and the guys said they were going to look for Sebastian so they were the first ones to leave. I gave my car keys to Liz because she doesn't have a ride home. She said she'll bring my car back in the morning. I kissed her goodbye and she gives me a 'don't worry about me' smile, I just nod and watch her drive away.

We headed to Xander's car and I sat quietly on the passengers side.
"You don't mind if I smoke do you?" I ask him as he starts the engine. He nods and I immediately lit a stick.
"In fact do you have an extra? hahaha Just when I thought this day wouldn't get any more worst. Just one problem after another" he sighs, I give him a stick and lit one on his own.

We drive home quietly and noticed that the lights are on.
"You left the lights on when you headed out?" Xander asks me and I quickly said no.
"I think someone's in the house?" I answer a little confused.

"Alright then, stay in the car, I'll go check" Xander says while he gets out of his car and grabs a baseball bat he hides under the seats.
"Xan I don't think that's a good idea. We should call the cops." I tell him a little bit scared.
"Nah, who knows, it's probably Dad" he's right, maybe it is Dad. So I nod.
"Alright, but just in case it's someone else, I want you to drive out right away and ask for help. Got it?"

I watch him get inside the house thru the windows, And I start tapping my fingers on the wheels, what's taking him so long. He should be at the door by now.

I gasp when "bang!" I hear a gun shot sound from inside the house. I immediately get out of the car and started running towards the house, I'm shouting Xander's name but he doesn't answer.

I entered the house and I see Xander lying on the floor blood was everywhere, and a scary looking guy pointing a gun right at him.
"Stop! Don't hurt him!" I yell at the guy, this time he points his gun at me.

Xander begins to grab the guy's leg and tries to grab his attention. He struggles.
"Lee! Run! Now!" and then he shoots Xan again. I stumble. I can't breathe. I started running towards the car, I got in and started the engine. I glance at the side mirror and U don't see him. He didn't come after me? What the fuck is going on.

I'm sure I didn't get that far because I stopped the car and started dialing 911.
Cops responded right away and I head to the hospital with them.
Xan isn't moving, unconscious, and the only thing I could do was cry beside him in the hospital bed.
"Xan? Please don't leave me. I don't think I can manage to live without you. Xan! Wake up! Please!". He doesn't bulge.
I can hear a commotion at the hall but I didn't care, all I care about right now is Xander.

I texted Dad that Xander is in a state of coma and he probably won't ever wake up. How can this keep happening to me. What have I done so wrong to deserve this. Why does it have to be the people close and important to me. First Mom, and now Xan.

My phone rings, I thought Dad cared enough to call, but as I stare at the caller I.D the name 'Liz' appears.
What's going on this time. I tell myself. I clear my throat and try to sound happy because I don't want her to find out yet.

Me: Liz? What's up?
Liz: It's Drake, he got into an accident.
My eyes open. What?! Is that what the commotion outside the hall was about?! I was about to say something. But I can't it's like I've lost the ability to think right now.
Liz: The Doctors think he won't make it. I'm at the hospital right now. I need you Lee.
I can hear her crying.
Me: I'm at the hospital Liz, I'm coming.

*****

I'm depressing I know. 😩😈
What do you think is going to happen next?😈

Anyway I'm sorry it took me two days to update. Hang over killed me yesterday.. -.-✌

Well atleast I'm back now! 😊
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The next chapter will be another depressing one. So stay tuned!

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