(TRIGGER WARNING!!! This chapter does contain subjects of SA and death so if those are triggering for you, I do have dashes for when the topic is brought up for you to choose if you would like to skip over that. This is also purely for background and is not a vital part of the storyline so do not force yourself to read it if it makes you uncomfortable. Nothing REALLY happens but it almost does so be warned. I'm not out here to try to traumatize anyone <3)
Childlike excitement filled your body as you accepted Newt's question. You could finally, FINALLY, call him yours. In a way, this seemed to validate your feelings of jealousy and you no longer held an internal conflict of being jealous over a person who you could not call yours.
"You're all mine now." You spoke in a whisper, more to yourself than Newt as if to solidify the relationship.
"I'm all yours Sunshine." He presses his head to yours. In a way, this felt more intimate than kissing. It felt endearing and pure.
"Can I continue kissing you now? I just can't get enough of the feeling of your lips." Newt whispers to you in a way you never heard him speak before. He sounded almost desperate as he asked the question. Maybe you had more of an effect on him than you thought.
"Yes pleas-" You were cut off by his lips colliding with yours, making you fall back against a tree. You slumped against the tree as Newt hovered over your body, capturing your face in his hands. This kiss felt so desperate, not just from him, but you found yourself feeling needy for his touch as well.
"You're so beautiful," Newt says out of breath as he breaks away from you for a split second to grab air, only to slam his lips back to yours as you both sloppily kiss each other.
"I've always thought so." He says again, breaking away from the kiss briefly.
"You're just so-" He goes back to kissing you, "So amazing!"
"Newt I-" You try to start, feeling overwhelmed with emotions, you feel yourself practically trembling with excitement. However, Newt couldn't stand not having your lips on his any longer and went back to kissing you. You wanted to tell him all these flattering words as well, but you weren't one for mushy romance stuff. However, here you were pinned up against a tree with your hands running through your boyfriend's hair, craving his attention and already so addicted to his touch. So much for not being a romantic. His lips then leave yours, allowing you both to catch your breaths, although his break was short, and his lips landed right on your neck, making you moan unintentionally.
"Mmm, Newt!" You let out, feeling a small smirk on Newt's lips as he kissed your neck just right.
"I love your voice Sunshine, but keep it down before others find us our here." He spoke in a hushed tone. You bit your lip and allowed your head to fall back on the bark of the tree, closing your eyes as you relished in euphoria. You still wanted to tell him how you felt.
"Newt you're so special to me! You're my person!" You manage to breathe out as his lips attach themselves to your neck. He lifted his head, now staring you in the eyes. Oh no, did you say something wrong?
"I think that's the sweetest thing you've ever said to me." He grins at you, his eyes lit up from the distant bonfire, giving his eyes a more amber tone to them. God this man was gorgeous!
"I mean it. You mean the most to me in this world." You say, now finding these words not so hard to say anymore. You've been denying your whole life (or what you could remember of it) how you felt, never allowing yourself to even ponder about the idea of being with Newt. It was too complicated. Survival was the only thing on your mind. You needed to make sure you and all the people you loved and cared for made it out alive. Here he was and there you were, both safe from harm. Now you could think about it, and now, these feelings didn't come so hard for you anymore. This felt natural. He was your comfort person.
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The Safe Haven (A Newt x Reader Story)
FanfictionY/n, a girl who was put into a Maze completely full of boys had to grow up fast and work twice as hard her whole life to keep up and prove herself worthy to be a runner. Now that they escaped the maze and went through hell and back to find somewhere...
