ENIGMA

NEED YOUR HELP !!

Hey everyone,

Okay, so here’s the deal—I know most of you are as silent as a ghost in a library. Trust me, I feel it. And honestly, it makes me a little sad! I was hoping for more of a fan club vibe, but instead, I’m out here talking to myself like a maniac. 😅

But here’s where it gets hilarious (and by hilarious, I mean terrifying): I’ve been so busy writing, I completely forgot about my real-life responsibilities. You know, like my studies.

I’ve been so deep in this story that I’ve filled an entire notebook with all sorts of crazy plots. 😩

And, guess what? In my epic quest to become a full-time storyteller, I managed to ignore my studies completely. Genius move, right? OOPS !! 😭😭😭😭😭

And as some of you might know, I’m a medical student. So here’s the horrifying update: my entire medicine and Obs-Gyne syllabus is still untouched. Yup, that’s right! My ortho notes are sitting in a corner collecting dust, and I haven’t even cracked open the book on pediatrics! 😭😭😭 I’m practically drowning in unread chapters! I wasn’t updating the stories because I was too busy writing them instead of studying. Great choice, huh? STUPID ME!!! 😔😫😫😩😣😖

And then, like a plot twist nobody wanted, I just got my exam schedule. Cue dramatic music. My exams start on Monday! MONDAY, people! MONDAY 😭😱 My syllabus is so untouched, it might as well be a mythical creature.

And to make things even more fantastic, my brother—who is also a doctor—has been telling all his friends and colleagues that I’m the “brightest student” ever and that I’ll be joining them in a few years. If I fail, they’re definitely going to hold a funeral for my academic career, and my brother? Oh, he’s going to kill me! Seriously, RIP to me! 🙃

So now, I have to press pause on story updates and dive headfirst into a weekend full of panic and study marathons, (or to dive into the chaotic world of cramming and caffeinated panic whatever you want to say). I know, I know, you probably want to throw virtual rotten tomatoes at me, and honestly, I get it!

To top it all off, my brother was going to cover the expenses for my next trip to Istanbul. And now, it seems like I’m going to lose that too! 😭😭😭 Oh my God, this just keeps getting worse.

I’m in super panic mode over here, folks! I practically have no friends left to talk to about this meltdown because they’re all busy doing something sensible—like studying. BRUH! I’m so freaking scared right now! I’ve got no place to vent in the real world, and I just can’t fail these papers! If I do, my brother will have my head! Omg, I’m in full-on panic mode, and I’m practically losing it over here. Please forgive me for all this blabbering!

But listen, nobody can save me now except the Almighty and your prayers! Seriously, send all the good vibes, prayers, positive thoughts, and maybe even a few memes my way. I’m gonna need every bit of it to survive this! I promise I’ll come back stronger, smarter, and maybe a bit less chaotic (but no promises on that last one).

So, to all my silent readers—now’s your moment! Break that silence, send up a prayer, do a little rain dance, whatever works. I need all the help I can get!

With love, a whole lot of panic, and a plea for divine intervention,
I LOVE YOU ALL 😭