Writing with a Purpose: Summer Edition

22. 7/11/15

Literally so sick of my parents to be honest. So get this, Today is Saturday so of course it's the day of the week where I see him.

AND FOR SOME REASON, MY MOM ALWAYS FINDS A FUCKING WAY TO COMPLAIN. I'M SO SERIOUS THIS WOMAN COMPLAINS ABOUT EVERYTHING. SHE JUST LIVES SUCH A NEGATIVE LIFE AND SHE JUST BRINGS DOWN EVERYONES HAPPINESS JUST BECAUSE SHE'S IN A BAD MOOD!!!!!!!!

Ok with that being said, Brenon and his dad pick me up around 11 something and I stood all day with him. When I get there, we basically just sit around watching some sports show, then Catfish, and of course kissing being all lovey dovey right? OK SO, finally we leave to the movies around 1. Our movie was supposed to start at 1:35. So we played some games on the machines they had there, ordered a drink, then sat in the theater. I swear it took like 20 minutes just to get through the credits, then finally it started. By the way, we saw "Self/Less," great movie, I recommend you see it! Anyway, that movie was almost 2 hours so by the time we were done, it was FOUR OK! KEY FACTOR THERE. SO THEN, his parents pick us up and then we head home. His parents inform us that they finally got Brenon a birthday cake, weeks after his birthday has passed, so we were going to have that. We waited for dinner to cook which took a while to cook because she made "Low Country Broil." We ate ok, around 6 SOMETHING OK. 6 SOMETHING. EVERYONE FINALLY FUCKING FINISHES EATING AND THEY ALL JUST RELAX AND WATCH TV AS A FAMILY. HOW IS THAT MY FAULT? SO Brenon and I are hanging out in the Game room on the SAME FLOOR AS EVERYONE IN THE HOUSE. Then my mom texts me, talking nonsense. AS ALWAYS TRYING TO KILL A FUCKING HAPPY VIBE. MIND YOU, Brenon and I were having such a good time, laughing so much. Taking pictures and laughing, bothering each other, taking each others phones. OK GOOD TIMES RIGHT??? MY MOM'S WORST ENEMY:HAPPINESS AND FUN. OK WELL SHE TEXTS ME AND ALL I SAY IS OK LOL AND SHE WANNA TRY AND THREATEN ME SAYING "is not funny we about to end this every weekend thing" LIKE FUCK YOU MEAN WE ABOUT TO END THIS EVERY WEEKEND THING. HERE'S WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND. I HAVE TO FUCKING STAY LOCKED IN THIS HOME ALL FUCKING WEEK TO WATCH HER FUCKING KIDS, YEAH I GET PAID BUT STILL I GOTTA STAY FUCKING LOCKED IN THIS HOUSE. EVERYDAY. TAKING CARE OF HER KIDS THAT SHEEEEEEEEEE GAVE BIRTH TOO BECAUSE SHE CANT "afford daycare" WHICH HONESTLY I THINK IS SUCH BULLSHIT. I just think she doesn't want to. ANYWAY, AND SHE WANTS TO GET MAD AT ME AND TRY TO TAKE AWAY THE ONE THING, ME WANTING TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND ONE FUCKING DAY OUT OF THE WEEK ONLY FOR A COUPLE HOURS. LIKE THAT FUCKING BAFFLES ME. IF YOU THINK ABOUT, I ONLY SEE MY BOYFRIEND 4 TIMES A MONTH AS IF IM IN A FUCKING PRISON AND SATURDAYS JUST HAPPEN TO BE MY VISITING HOURS. OK OK OK OK SO IF YOU GET REAL DEEP IN FUCKING MATH, 4 time I see him a month x 12 months in a year. I will only be able to see him 48 times out of 365 days

WTF IS THAT BULLSHIT. LIKE THINK ABOUT IT.

So finally she fucking picks me up and oh my goodness she is talking so much shit it's crazy. Like she's saying things that literally don't even make sense and it was so hilarious to me like oh my goodness. She was saying "I gotta clean the house. I have to sweep. Mop. Take the kids out cause it's not all about you" and I cut her off and say "That has nothing to do with me and the kids have been out twice this week already." and she says "Ok and? It's not all about you" and I say "I never said it was. You can take the kids out, that has nothing to do with me," AND HERE'S WHEN SHE SAYS SOME DUMB ASS SHIT OK. SHE THEN SAYS "Why did you even bring the kids up?" We're not even talking about that"

LIKE WTFFFFFFF SHE'S LITERALLY THE ONE WHO FUCKING SAID IT. I DIDN'T SAY SHIT ABOUT THE FUCKING KIDS CAUSE THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME GOING OUT LIKE OMFGGGGGGGGG. After that I literally stay quiet cause everything she was talking was so crazy and made no sense. The funniest part was that I wasn't saying ANYTHING and she continued to talk. LIKE WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO ????
Also my mom is crazy. Like she's one of those negative ass people like I said and she happens to be the most psychotic and paranoid person omfg. So she says, once again me not talking to her, "I'm starting to think that the reason you do everything so late, is because there's some kind of REASON behind it." MY MOM DOES THIS ALL THE TIME OMFG LMAO. She makes up these crazy ideas in her head and she believes her crazy ideas so even if she has NO IDEA WAS GOING ON CAUSE YOU KNOW, SHES NOT FUCKING THERE, She'll think that her crazy, wild idea is true and she'll get mad AT YOU for the crazy schemes she's made up in her head. It's fucking hilarious like how could you possibly tell me I'm lying or tell ME what's happening when you're not there??!!! IT FUCKING BAFFLES ME! LITERALLY BAFFLES ME!

She starts getting on me saying "You're only 16" LIKE OMFG SHE ACTS LIKE IM 12. SHE LITERALLY WANTS ME HOME AS SOON AS I GET TO BRENON'S. The whole time, I BET YOU, she's coming with crazy schemes in her head of what we could possibly be doing. Ridiculous. OH LEMME TELL YOU WHAT TIME IT WAS WHEN SHE GOT ME...

ONLY 9:30!!!!!

ITS FUCKING SUMMER. THE SUN IS JUST GOING DOWN AT 9 LIKE OMFG HOP OFF MY BACK DAMN. OH MY FUCKING GOSH YOU KNOW WHAT IMMA STOP NOW. I THINK I'VE RELEASED ENOUGH RAGE!