12. 6/10/15 - 6/11/15

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DAY ONE OF WAIST TRAINING!!

Let me just say I'm extremely excited to start waist training, and finally get the curve I'm looking for. I already have a nice body and I love myself and what I look like, don't get me wrong, I would just think it would be nice to shed maybe a few inches. Nothing too drastic, just to get that more hourglass fig.

I've managed to spend all of my money, but this time it was on essentials. Not just junk food or drinks. I bought my waist trainer, 2 tanning oils (one is an actual fusion of different healthy oils for darkness and the other is a banana boat spray for a deep tan), some Carmex, Nivea because I have super sensitive skin, and clothes from Forever 21. Oh, I forgot to mention I also bought Garnier Fruitis (however you spell it), which is great for people with curly hair.

| 1:01 AM 6/11/15
I just got back from the neighbor's house. I was supposed to be babysitting since they were supposed to be going out but instead they decided not to so I got to spend like 2-3 hours at the neighbor's. I went pretty late and spent the whole time talking to Lizbeth (that's the wife's name by the way) about boys and getting married and the world's largest gummy bear. Yeah, it was good. They are young so that's why its easy for me to just hangout with them. They are around their 20's, probably mid 20's. It was nice, but when the husband came home "girl time" was kind of over so we all watched TV. Since it was getting late, I decided to just say my back was hurting and come home. Honestly my back was hurting, but with Lizbeth falling asleep, I thought it would be weird awake with the husband there. They also have some teen parents living downstairs and the neighbor said I should become buddies with them. I never see them anyway unless I'm walking my dogs and they just happen to be leaving to work. I'm telling you, I've become so accustomed to be alone that I'm starting to forget how to approach people. I've always been the type to kind of observe people and how they are before I make my move. Usually, its the best. You'd be surprised how interesting someone is until you really get to know them but since I never see them, how could I possibly approach them? Lizbeth's husband also happens to have 17 year old sister that lives with them AND has a car. Only problem is I NEVER SEE HER EITHER. To think, she could possible be a new friend literally 10 feet away and I have no idea what the girl even looks like. I could be hanging out with her instead of being in desperation to find someone to hangout with but I don't want the neighbor to "set us up." You know like a little friend date, that's so weird and it'll make me look awkward. I can make friends by myself, I don't need someone helping me. When I finally left, Lizbeth got up and watched me walk home since it was late and my neighborhood is terribly dark.

Anyway, I'm super excited for tomorrow. What's tomorrow you ask??
TOMORROW IS THE PREMIERE OF "Orange is the new Black." I've waited what seems like forever for season 3.

I'd like to end this entry with a shoutout to my friend gleeklovr 💖 ! She said some really great stuff to me today. She was worried about me waist training cause she's heard about how it ruins your insides and she wanted to let me know that I was gorgeous already with a killer body and I shouldn't need to change it. So thanks once again for not only caring about me, but also giving me even more of a Confidence boost! I love you, although you can be a pain when you're grouchy, I admire you and I love how much you make me laugh you GTA addict!

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