𝒞𝒶𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓉𝒾𝒸 | ᴘᴇʀᴄʏ ᴊᴀᴄᴋꜱᴏɴ¹

10. His guilt and his admissions in the form of words and letters

➴ - Indicates a new letter (its fairly obvious but still thought I should put this here lmao)

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As I knew it would be

Stay with me

I don't want you to leave

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➴ My dearest, Helena

Looking back, I realise that I was afraid.

When we started dating, I dreaded the moment I would have to tell you about, well, everything. All the sudden absences or the weird things that always happened whenever we were out together. If i had it my way, you would have never been introduced to that side of me. Not because I didn't want to tell you but because the less you knew, the safer you would be. I never wanted to hide that side of me from you. I was scared that one day you would get hurt because of me and you did. 

When you told me you were a demigod as well, I felt a lot of different things. Relief that you wouldn't think I'm crazy when I explained things to you. Anger that you were a demigod. That the fates had cursed you to be one along with me. Scared that you were going to take one look at me and all of the baggage that came along with me and decided you didn't want anything to do with me and my possible world-ending prophecy. I guess that's another reason why I didn't want to tell you about it, you know; aside from the whole, I have no idea what the actual prophecy is thing. 

I was scared that you were going to get dragged on one of those godforsaken quests with me and you did. I was scared and it led me to make some stupid choices and to think some stupid things (okay, maybe a lot of stupid things). 

I put all of relief, anger, rage and fear that because you, the most important thing in my life, were being dragged into this fucking shitshow of a world. I directed all my emotions, the good and the bad, onto you of all people instead of to the right people, the right gods. 

I'm so sorry, baby. I love you always.

Forever yours, 

Percy.

p.s. That exhibit that you told me about after I came from camp last year is in town. Why are tickets so hard to get? Like, seriously, what the actual fuck?

I managed to snag you three of them before they sold out or opened to the public or whatever. All I know is that they are VIP or exclusive or something along those lines. You could take Nico and Ethan with you, or anyone else you want really. I hope you have fun.

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➴ I'm sorry. I love you, always.

Percy.

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➴ My dearest, Helena 

Hate me all you want but please let me be by your side as you do. Curse my name, yell, and scream at me, but please, please, please, let me be next to you when you do. Fuck, I sound like one of those pathetic idiots that can't get over a rejection from their crush; I guess I am one of those guys. 

Except instead of a crush, it's you and instead of a rejection it was you leaving.

Let me exist beside you. Please. 

I love you, always.

Forever yours, 

Percy.

P.S. I thought you would rather die than go red. Your dad finally convinced you to go red, didn't he? Hard to think Ares would beg someone to dye their hair to match his own but here we are.

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➴ My dearest, Helena, 

I recently tried learning French. 

Don't worry, I gave up really quickly. Seriously, I think I set a record or something. I don't know how you do it.

You are amazing and I love you. Always.

Forever yours, 

Percy.

P.S. Spanish is 10x harder than French. I don't know you can speak so many languages. English is hard enough. Teach me your ways; I am a willing padawan.

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❤︎ due to popular demand, I present to you some of Percy's letter's

There aren't in any particular order

Next chap is gonna be way more funnnnn <3

Thought? Theories? Opinions?

❤︎ Yor <3