Reason to Live and Die (ft. AlyDen)

Chapter 2 (part 3 lol)

--Aly's POV—

Napalunok ako sa nakita ko nang bumakas ang pinto ng bahay na pakay ko.

"Oh fish." Ang munting nasabi ng isip ko. At gumagana na naman ang aking kamanyakan. And by the way, you may say that I'm a pervert. Yes I am. In fact! Every single human in this world is a pervert. Everyone of us has this side so.. yes. I'm a slightly perverted human being. Sadly, i'm just a pervert when it comes to women.

By the way, I am stunned right now 'cause this girl in front of me is just wearing a friggin towel. "shit naman. Tukso layuan mo ko. Sasapakin na kita."

I noticed that this woman has been staring and checking me out from head to toe for like minutes now. Which is definitely awkward. "wiw. At parang nakanganga ka pa Ate ah. Anong meron? Basang bakulaw na sisiw?" And then she stared directly into my eyes. " woooohw. She's wearing contact lenses. Blue lenses to be exact. She's f*ckn beautiful. Urgh. How can a human being with an artificial contact lenses be this stunning?" But i shook the thought immediately and asked the woman.

"Ahhh... Ate? Aah.. ito po diba yong paupahan na bahay ni Manang Feli? House no. 132, Ralf street?" I decided to call her Ate because I find her aura intimadating, more mature and she seems like a scary woman. I also smiled awkwardly because I don't really know how to act at times like this. It feels so damn awkward. Well, para sakin siya yong type ng mga babae na palaging may tantrums? That's quite scary for me. And then after she heard me, her brows creased. "oh fish. Parang mataray nga. Patay tayo."

But then something caught my attention. Napatingin ako sa dibdib niya.

"Holi mojos. Shit. Matatanggal na yong tuwalya niya!!!" Napansin ko kasi na unti-unting lumuluwag ung pagkaipit ng dulo ng towel na suot na. Kinabahan naman ako.

"Oh shiftssss. I gotta do something." Nakatutok lang kase sakin ang babae na parang hindi nakikinig. Kaya naman binitiwan ko ang dala kong maleta at hinawakan yong tuwalya sa bandang dibdib niya pataas para hindi ito mahubad. Kitang-kita naman ang gulat niya na nanlalaki ang mga mata sa giniwa ko. Sa isip ko ay mamatay na ko sa hiya. Parang kusang gumalaw ang katawan ko dahil sa nakita ko. Buti na lang magaling akong mag-poker face na lang at umasta na chill lang ang lahat. Bat ba kasi tuwulya lang ang suot niya? Ganito ba talaga siya tumanggap ng bisita?

"H-ho-hoi! Aah-anong ginagawa mo ah?!" agad at utal na sabi ng babae. Pero hindi pa rin siya gumagalaw sa kinatatayuan habang papalit-palit ang tingin sa kamay ko na nasa dibdib niya at sa mukha ko.

I tried my best not to stutter and to stay cool on the outside but, " A-aah. A-ah-ate." Sabay lunok ng laway, "yong towel po. Nahuhubad na po ata?" nakita ko naman ang pamumula ng mukha ng babae.

She stepped back quickly making me let go of the towel while she grabbed it and tucked it tight around her. "O-oh. So you're my housemate?", she said and managed to smile awkwardly while looking away. "Come in please. Aah let me help you with those." She then grabbed my luggage and leaded me inside the house. I left my bike on the porch and immediately followed her. And guess what? I'm checking her out from her back haha! "Maaan...this chick's got a splendid body, don't you think Ly?" I then again shook off the thought and decided to tell the woman walking ahead of me.

"Ehum. Miss." She stopped walking and stared back at me. "I'm gay." Her brows creased again indicating that she didn't get what I meant. So I said, "So... will you please put some proper clothes on?" Her mouth formed an O-shape.

Sakto naman na natapat kami isang pinto na sa tingin ay bed room na ata kaya naman kinuha ko yong maleta sa kamay niya at pumasok agad ako sa kwarto. Pagkapasok ko naman ay nakita ko ang kama at ang mga damit at undies na nasa ibabaw ng kama. Kaya napatigil ako. "W-wait!" dinig ko na sigaw niya. "Kwarto ko yan! Yong kwarto mo yong nasa dulo!"

"Oh. Sorry." Napa-mental facepalm ako. "Kung mag pu-play cool ka lang naman sana Ly. Gawin mo sana ng maayos, wag yong epic fail ok?" I quickly went out of her room and headed straight to the other room passed the bathroom that is in between our bed rooms. I locked my bedroom door and put down my soaked stuffs on the floor as I whispered to myself. "Fuckn fish. Her first impression of you Ly. So uncool. So effin not cool at all. Urgh." And I snatched my cap off my head out of frustration.

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Loool
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