ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕖𝕣 - Sanemi x Reader

Obsession

It happened.

I finally decided to stop lying to myself.

I liked Sanemi.

A lot.

And my heart wasn't letting me forget it.

After he had finally apologized for giving me the cold shoulder, he wouldn't get out of my head. When I wasn't with him, every little thing I saw reminded me of him. I would constantly think of the times we spent together, and how much I wished I could be with him in that moment. Now, just because my heart is loving this, my brain isn't.

'Y/n. Shut. The. Fuck. Up.' I hit my head again with the end of my paint brush, stopping myself from day dreaming about Sanemi again. 'I swear this man is making me fight my inner demons. He slays demons to actually- no stop it.'

I had learned how to deal with it around Sanemi thankfully. Id pretend I still hated him, despite how much he made my heart flutter.

Ever since I admitted to myself that I have feeling for Sanemi, others have seemed to notice as well. Sadly.

"Y/n-chan... you're spacing out again. Everything ok?" Mitsuri asked me again for the 100th time, while we ate lunch in her back yard.

"Huh what?- ya everything's good haha ya everything's fine."

'What the heck was that.'

"You're a terrible liar aren't you." Mitsuri giggled as I hid my face with my hands in embarrassment.

"That never happened." I mummbled through my fingers, Mitsuri still giggling like a child.

"Lemmie guess... Shinazugawa?" She gave me a knowing smile as I quickly shook my hands and head in denial.

"No no, I would never think of him that much..." She rested her chin on the palm of her hand and laughed.

"Y/n-chan, you really are a terrible liar." I groaned and laid my head down on the table. She smiled playfully and continued talking, "Soo are you going to confess?? Do you love him yet?? Does he like you-"

"Who likes her?" Suddenly Obanai hopped over her fence and walked over to us, Mitsuri beaming at the sight of him.

"Iguro-san!! What are you doing here?" She scooted over to make room for him, and without hesitation he sat down next to her. 'Great. I love being a third wheeler.'

They began to talk about random stuff, whatever people in love talk about. I started insulting myself again for continuously thinking of the white haired idiot, wishing he would just stay out of my mind for a solid minute. But that wasn't happening. As much as I despised admitting it, I yearned to see him. Even if it was just a few seconds, I needed to see him again.

"Obanai-san." He looked slightly annoyed at first for me disrupting his chat with Mitsuri, but he softened quickly.

"What."

"Wheres Nemi at?" I hated myself for asking, but I felt like if I didn't see him soon I would explode.

"He was actually right behind me on my way here, I don't know where he went though." Obanai shrugged and then instantly went back to talking with Mitsuri. She gave me a look though like 'I knew it girl you ain't slick.'

'So he's in the area? Maybe I can ask him to help me with my abilities?? Ooo yes thats smart you're so smart totally.'

I said my byes to the two love birds and left Mitsuri's estate totally not very eagerly. I was worried I was genuinely becoming obsessed at this point, but my heart didn't give a shit.