Becs POV
I opened the door and there was she was, standing right in front of me
Jess
The person that causes me so much pain, the person that has made me who I am, the person that has made me hate myself.
"What are you doing here?" I said with a little shake in my voice.
"I needed to see you and I saw on twitter that you were back on campus." Jess explained
"So now you are stalking me on twitter?"
"No I just...I needed to see you." She sounded almost sad
Before I could say anything, Liam and Lizzy ran up behind me.
"What are you doing here Jess?" Liam said in almost a shout. Lizzy grabbed my hand and started pulling back into the room which caused me to flashback to the park
*Flashback*
After thinking a lot about my mental health and talking with my counselor, I decided to ask Jess to take a break from our relationship just for a little bit. I wanted to go home to my mom's house and just take a break from life and I know how Jess would feel about me going somewhere without her.
I had asked her to meet me at our spot in the park at noon, in between our classes which she happily agreed to. I had told Lizzy about this and she had asked if she should come with but I had told her it should be fine.
When it reached noon, I could see Jess coming towards me with a big smile on her face. I could tell she was thinking that we were going to make-out because normally that is what we do but that was not going to happen today.
"Hey Jess." I said with a sigh
"Hey baby," She said, leaning in for a kiss but I stopped her.
"What was that for?" She asked in a hurt tone
"Jess, I think I'm going to go back home for a little bit, I need to see my mom and Travis."
"Ok, when do we leave?" She asked.
I don't what made me snap but when she said we, I knew I was doing the right thing.
"You aren't going." I said a little harsh that intended
"What do you mean?" She raised an eyebrow
"Jess, I need a break from us and from my life here."
"Are you breaking up with me?"
"I just need a break from all of these. I need time to figure out my sexuality and now that Kylie knows, I now have the opportunity to talk to someone about my feelings."
"But you have me." Jess said looking a little hurt.
"I know but I need my family. My family is my whole world and not talking to them about this has been killing me."
"I thought I was your family now." Jess started to sound very defensive when she spoke
"I just need some time to think. I was hoping you would understand." I was getting frustrated.
"I thought you loved me."
"I do but I need this time to myself and really focus on who I am"
"If you loved me, you wouldn't be doing this to me." Jess was getting angrier with every work she spoke.
"I am doing this because I love you. I am just not a good girlfriend right now because I have so much going on. If we keeped doing this, I will only hurt you more and I don't want that."
"Show me that you love me." Jess said with a voice I haven't heard before.
"What?" I asked as she was getting closer to me.
"We never even got sleep together because you were to "scared" but before you leave me, I want you to show me that you love me."
"No Jess, there is no fucking-" She started to kiss me hard as I was trying to get out of her grip but she held me arms to the side so I could hit my way out. I started to scream for help but I felt like no one would hear me since we were pretty far from other people.
She shoved me down on the grass and started to put a hand up my shirt when suddenly I felt her lifted off me. I quickly sat up to see what was happening and to my shock, I saw Liam screaming at her to leave and never come near me again. I then felt arms wrap around me and I knew immediately it was Lizzy. I turn around to face her well I could still here Liam screaming at Jess to leave. When my eyes met hers, I started to cry which she held me tighter against her chest and let me cry everything out.
After a while, I felt another pair of arm wrap around Lizzy and I,
"She's gone and I told her that if she ever hurt you again, I will come after her and get a restraining order." Liam told me as he sat there holding me and Lizzy.
"Thank you Liam." I said through me sobs
"No need to thank me. At this point, you are my sister and I will do anything to protect my two girls." He looked at Lizzy and kissed her forehead.
We sat there for about another 10 minutes before Liam got up and answered a phone call.
"Do you need anything?" Lizzy asked me
"No, I just...I thought she loved me." I started to cry again
"I know honey, I know."
We fell back into a hug when Liam came back and handed me the phone. I looked at him, confused,
"Just talk to her, she is worried sick." He handed me the phone, I took it and put it to my ear.
"Hello?" I said in a whisper. My voice was dry from crying to much.
"Becca Boo are you ok? Liam told me what happened."
"Kylie?" A soft smile came across my face as I started to tear up again.
"Yes, BB, it's me."
"Kylie, I messed up, I am so sorry."
"Girly, you didn't do anything wrong."
"Ky?"
"Yes?"
"I need you."
"I am already in the car on my way, I will be there by the end of the day."
"I love you."
"I love you too"
*End of flashback*
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Author's note:
Hey everyone! I'm back and I going to try and update more often since now I have more time! Missed you all
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