Ajnabee - The ecstasy of one sided love. ( completed )

Chapter 75

As the kiss deepened, there was a sensual slowness to it, a quiet passion building between them. Every movement was unhurried, like they had all the time in the world. The warmth of his lips, the softness of his touch, everything about it was intimate and gentle, yet there was an undeniable intensity simmering just beneath the surface. 

Bondita's hands reached the end of his kurta , getting under it , feeling his sculpted back . Anirudh made it easier for her by leaving the kiss short , he sat up and took his kurta out along with throwing his glasses away . Bondita too sat up seeing him . And she couldn't control herself from feeling his naked chest under her touch . Even now he could see that she was somewhere hesitating , but today ..this night has no place for hesitation . He took her hand and made it place flat against his chest . 

she looked at him wide eyed . 

he just smiled . 

It could not always be about his desires . Women have desire as much as a man have , they have passion , they have love which they keep it hidden because somewhere they were ashamed of showing it . but he doesn't want that . he want his Bondita to explore ...explore her fantasy , her passion , her way of love making . Yes he want to love her but he also wants to see how she loves him . he wants to satisfy her desires . 

He smiled that his thought was working . Slowly Bondita started to explore his chest by her fingers , yes her touch lacked confidence but not love . her thumb traced his shoulder blade , feeling how hard they felt , then they slowly slid down to his upper chest , feeling the rigid hardness of them . He let out a hiss when she pinched his nipple . His reaction was delight to Bondita's eyes , it excited her so much he could see the glint in her gaze . Then her fingers around his nipple were replaced by her lips . Anirudh let out a whimper when he felt her kissing there . He wound his hand around her hair feeling the burst of pleasure . 

Her kisses went down , reaching his abdomen . he gasped even more loudly when he felt her kissing his navel with a little suck . They were about to get down further but Anirudh pushed her down on the bed . She shuddered with desire , feeling wet kisses on her shoulder , pulling down her sleeve . He planted soft kisses on her shoulder blade , on the weakest part of her neck that made her toe curl , and finally reaching down where her mangalsutra ended . 

She opened her eyes feeling the disappearance  of his lips , when she looked up she found him already looking at her . His gaze held a sense of urgency and yet they were seeking a permission . Feeling out of breath , she nodded slowly giving him permission to expose her most vulnerable part . She took deep breaths whenever her each one of the hook opened . She gasped wordlessly when she felt cool air hitting the sides of her breath . One step ...and there'll be no going back . A fear held her down causing her to clench shut her eyes and sweat forming in her forehead . A fear that he will not like what he will see . Her face might be most beautiful part of her body but her breasts aren't . They carried scars , ugly scars of the past . 

And her breath was truly stolen when he kissed the scars on her chest lovingly . 

" tumse jyada khoobsurat insaan maine aaj tak nahi dekha Bondita " His words vibrated against her heart , sending waves of emotions to her . 

She gripped his hair more tightly when his mouth was on her bosom . She allowed herself to let the tears out while feeling the love of the man she loved through her lifetime  . 

He was kissing her scars on her breast , sucking them with a need and leaving a most beautiful mark on them . He fondled the other one with need and love . Yes he felt lust but not more than love then . Anirudh took one of her nipples in his mouth , giving it a soft suck as she let out a breathy moan .