The days that followed marked a tentative shift in the dynamics between Karina and Winter. Each afternoon at the café became a blend of project discussions and deeper conversations, allowing them to peel back the layers of their complicated relationship. Though Winter remained cautious, Karina noticed subtle signs of her thawing demeanor—a flicker of a smile here, a softening of her gaze there.
One Thursday, as they sat together with their textbooks spread out, Karina decided to push a little further. "So, what does love mean to you?" she asked, watching Winter closely.
Winter looked up, surprise evident in her expression. "Why are we discussing this?" she replied, her voice a mix of curiosity and skepticism.
"Because it's part of our project," Karina said with a light smile, trying to ease the tension. "And it's important for me to understand your perspective."
Winter hesitated, her fingers tracing the edge of her notebook. "I don't know if I can define it. For me, it's about trust and safety. It's about feeling like someone sees you for who you are, flaws and all."
Karina nodded, absorbing Winter's words. "That makes sense. Trust is crucial. I know I broke yours, and it's going to take time to rebuild it."
Winter's gaze dropped, her expression turning serious. "It's not just about trust, though. It's also about feeling valued and cared for. When I was with you, I thought we were building something meaningful, and then when you told me that.. everything changed."
Karina felt a pang of regret at the reminder. "I never meant to hurt you. I was selfish, and I didn't think about the consequences. I'm sorry."
Winter's eyes glistened with small tears. "It's hard to look at you sometimes. It reminds me of the happy times but then I remember what you did and I.... I don't want to feel this way, but I can't just forget."
"I understand why you feel that way," Karina said, her voice low but firm. "But I am willing to show you that I've changed. That I can be someone you trust again."
Winter seemed to consider this, and for a moment, the air between them felt lighter. "It's going to take a lot, you know. I'm not going to just forget."
"I wouldn't expect you to," Karina said. "But I'll be patient. I'll do whatever it takes."
As the conversation shifted back to their project, Karina felt a sense of determination growing within her. This was a small step, but it was progress—a crack in the wall that had kept them apart for so long.
The following week, Karina suggested they take their project work outside. With autumn in full swing, the campus was alive with vibrant colors, and she thought a change of scenery might help ease some of the tension. Winter agreed, albeit with a hint of reluctance.
They found a quiet spot beneath a large oak tree, the leaves swirling around them as they spread out their materials on a picnic blanket. The fresh air invigorated Karina, and she was determined to make this meeting feel different.
As they settled in, Karina noticed Winter glancing around, her posture still a bit stiff. "Are you okay?" Karina asked gently.
"I guess," Winter replied, though her tone was noncommittal.
"Do you want to take a break? We can just sit here and enjoy the view if you'd like," Karina suggested, hoping to ease the pressure of their project.
Winter looked at her, a flicker of gratitude in her eyes. "That actually sounds nice."
They sat in silence for a moment, surrounded by the sounds of students chatting and laughter echoing in the distance. Karina took a deep breath, the crisp air filling her lungs, and felt a sense of calm wash over her.
"Have you ever thought about what love looks like outside of relationships?" Karina asked, breaking the silence.
Winter turned her head, intrigued. "What do you mean?"
"I mean, love isn't just romantic, right? It can be about friendships, family, even passion for what you do." Karina smiled softly. "What do you love deeply?"
Winter pondered for a moment. "I love music," she admitted quietly. "It's the one thing that always makes me feel alive, no matter what's happening."
Karina's heart swelled at the admission. "What kind of music?"
"Everything, really. But I find solace in slow songs and ballads," Winter said, her voice warming slightly. "They make me feel... understood."
"That's beautiful," Karina replied, her tone sincere. "Have you ever thought about sharing that passion with others?"
Winter shrugged, her expression turning contemplative. "I've thought about it, but it's daunting. I'm not really the type to put myself out there."
"I get that," Karina said, empathy lacing her words. "But I think it's brave to share something you love. It shows vulnerability, and that can be powerful."
Winter seemed to ponder this, and for the first time, Karina saw a flicker of hope in her eyes. "Maybe," she said softly. "But it's easier said than done."
"True. But I believe in you," Karina encouraged. "You have so much to offer, and I'd love to be there for you if you decide to."
A small smile crept onto Winter's face, and Karina felt a rush of warmth in her chest. They spent the next few hours discussing their interests, from music to books, slowly building a bridge between their hearts. Telling each other everything they couldn't before. It felt freeing—like they were starting to break through the barriers that had kept them apart for so long.
As the sun began to set, casting a golden glow over the campus, Karina turned to Winter, her voice filled with sincerity. "I really appreciate you opening up to me today. It means a lot."
Winter looked at her, her expression softening. "I'm trying. I really am."
Karina felt a spark of hope ignite within her. This was progress—a tangible step forward. "And I'll keep trying, too. Together, we can figure this out."
As they packed up their things and headed back to the school, Karina couldn't help but feel lighter. It wasn't just the change of scenery; it was the growing connection between them. With each shared moment, she felt the weight of their past start to lift, and for the first time in a long while, she believed they could find their way back to a place of understanding.
Maybe love wasn't just about being perfect. Maybe it was about resilience, understanding, and the willingness to keep trying, no matter how long it took. And with Winter by her side, Karina was ready to face whatever came next. She had made it so far, she wasn't going to screw it up again.
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Eyes That Cannot Lie | Winrina
FanficKarina Yu believed love wasn't real. She was always quite uninterested in relationships. Until her eyes connected with Winter Kim's.