Do you really hate me ?

Chapter 19

A message from Minsoo pops up on jaehyun phone, as he quickly grabs his phone and keys. "I'm here"
He texts him back, rushing towards the door.
"Sorry, didn't know you'd be here so fast" he shouts lightly locking the door, glancing at Minsoo standing on the sidewalk, wearing an oversized t-shirt, the sunset was shining from the side, leaving a golden and orange light everywhere.
"Don't worry about it, lets go" he answers playing with the corner of his shirt
"It's gonna take about 10 minutes I think , it's very close" he says checking the time "random question, what's a random theory you have?" He asks looking for something in Minsoo's look that tells him he doesn't think he's weird.
"Don't say I'm crazy, just a thought I came up with when I was like 10, what if the concept of haven and he'll actually refer to states of being, and the spiritual world isn't a far away place but rather here, now, anywhere here and in cosmos" he answers expecting a response calling him crazy
"Tbh that's such an intresting idea, and what if reincarnation is real, and the only reason we're here is to learn and experience, so when we go back to the spiritual world it seems like just a dream and not so serious at all to us even with all the pain and intense things that seem so stressful and crazy to us?" He adds, looking surprised but also happy
"Oh god yes! And what if dreams are experiences in this spiritual world, like we made a choice that half our time ever we'd spend living here without our memories of those past lives and everything, and half the time when we're asleep the unconscious wonders around this spiritual world, doing all sorts of things, sometimes trying to send us signals through vivid dreams, because we're a soul who has a body not a body who has a soul, but that's just a little theory, nothing much" he adds looking relieved that jaehyun doesn't think he's crazy
He chuckles making Minsoo smile
"I thought I was the only one, I find these theories so intresting, but don't think about them too much usually, tho I remembered them from my old journal" says jaehyun looking through his memory to remember the exact thing
"To be honest, same, like when I was a kid I'd always think of these but now I rarely do" he says still smiling "oh looks like we're here" he adds looking towards the amusement park
"Oh yeah, let's go! I can't wait to try the Greek donut thingys they have" says jaehyun walking fast towards the gates, accidentally grabbing onto Minsoo's sleeve, not noticing so.
"What ride do we go on first?" Asks Minsoo looking half nervous, half excited.
"Hmm, I don't know, what about that one!" He says pointing towards some colourful ride.
"Sure" they walk to the ride, getting the tickets, waiting for it to start
"This doesn't look that bad, I think-" he gets interrupted by the ride spinning, in which he instinctively grasps onto Minsoo's arm, not thinking about it much since he was focused on not flying out of his seat
'Oh god, as if I wasn't nervous enough cuz of the rides, now I feel even more nervous, why am I like this?...i probably just like being his friend! Yeah...though, that doesn't seem enough...WHAT, what am I thinking? No, I must be just nervous to have a friend, that's all' thinks Minsoo barely focusing on the ride, who to him didn't seem so bad at all while he was spacing out, with jaehyun still grasping on his arm, making him worry he might hear how loud his heart was beating.
"That ride wasn't so bad now that I think about it, but it sure took me by surprise" says jaehyun laughing after they've gotten off the ride, walking around the park.
"Where do we go now?" Asks Minsoo still trying to calm down
"I don't really know to be honest, though what is that?" He asks pointing towards a little hidden pathway along some bushes, you could barely see, it had very few dried roses among the rusty flower arches, that now look more like just metal than actual flower arches.
"I don't know, wanna go see?" Asks Minsoo sounding nervous, not because of the old pathway
"Yesss" he asnwers dragging Minsoo with him "this, kinda,looks like a wedding aisle, exept it's extremely old" he says as they both walk down the pathway, staring at the old rusty metal arches, heading towards an old looking, abandoned house.
"I feel like we're in a horror movie where a murderer might come around the corner" laughs Minsoo, which makes jaehyun laugh even harder as they enter the house.
"It sure is quiet around here"whispers jaehyun looking around, seeing old furniture as he leans down to avoid hitting his head on the doorways, occasionally holding his hand above Minsoo's head instinctively so he doesn't accidentally hit his head too.
'Wait where's Minsoo? I thought he right behind me' he thinks looking around, getting a bit scared, hearing a few ruffles around contemplating what could've made that sound for a few moments.
"AHH-" he screams quietly accidentally tripping on a crack in the floor boards, falling back on Minsoo who was rich behind him the whole time, he just didn't notice
"Are you ok?" Asks Minsoo, his back half leaning against a wall, with jaehyun laying on him, covering his red face as jaehyun still didn't get up
"Oh there you were, I thought for sure you'd disappeared, what was that sound? It scared the life outta me" whispers jaehyun looking around, he grabbed the material of Minsoo's baggy jeans, looking around as a tiny bunny hops by
"It was just a bunny! Aw, look at him" says jaehyun attempting to pet the bunny, with Minsoo still trying hard to calm down
"Yeah, it's cute" he mutters trying to breathe normally without jaehyun noticing
"Let's go now" jaehyun gets up lending him a hand as he gets up
"Are you ok?" He asks trying to figure out why he's red, only then acknowledging what happened
'Oh god he must've been super uncomfortable, is he hurt? How could I be so careless?' He thinks as he turns his head around
"I'm so sorry, didn't notice, are you hurt? Are you sure you're feeling ok?" He grabs his hand to check if he's gotten hurt at all
"I'm fine, no need to apologise, I didn't hate it...." He mutters "Are you ok? You got pretty scared there" he asks looking in every place but at jaehyun.
"Yeah, I can't believe I got scared by a bunny" he says laughing, as Minsoo chuckles too
"Let's go, it's getting pretty late" says jaehyun as they both head home.