Do you really hate me ?

Chapter 25

A few days later. Jaehyuns walking towards the cafe Minsoo works at, waiting for Minsoo to finish his shift so they can go back to Minsoo's house for tutoring, after jaehyun finally gave in to studying at least a few days before the exam seeing Minsoo worried that he won't pass after hearing he plans on studying the night before. He walks through the door, Minsoo noticing he's there, waves at him, then continues to clean whatever he was cleaning. He sits down at a small table, getting up to order a coffee while he waits.
"A cappuccino, coffee maker" he says giggling, holding his card.
"Ha, sure" he replies chuckling a bit as he starts the coffee machine.
Jaehyun sits down, watching Minsoo take orders. 'Now that i think about it, I never tried a coffee he made, though I come to this cafe often, i usually come here in the morning and he doesn't work in the morning, hm. Well the coffee is actually good tho, I see why ppl come here often'. He thinks not really knowing what to do other than sit and watch "I mean, I guess he's right, I shouldn't study on the last night before the exam, it's not just any exam, but he looked so worried then... and he looks so focused working it's actually so cute, he looks kinda h-..." he pauses, not saying a word, eyes wide as he stares a whole in the floor. 'What...was I about to say? ......I mean...I wasn't wrong.....oh god..' he remains like that for a few minutes, not moving, just shocked, not even being able to deny he was thinking that. He looks back up, only to see Minsoo coming towards him.
"I'm done with my shift, let's go, sorry you had to wait" he says looking at the time
"Oh, uh yeah, no worries, it was only a few minutes" he replies getting up, walking with him towards his apartment, still shocked, trying to look normal.
"We're here, sit down wherever" he says opening the door. They both walk in, Minsoo grabbing a few books and a pen as jaehyun goes to sit down on the couch, Minsoo pulls a chair to the other side of the coffee table.
"Let's start with math" he says looking through the books, explaining the format of the exam and what he needs to study to at least pass. Jaehyun tries to focus on the subjects but what he thought at the cafe was the only thing going through his mind.
'He's so focused on this, he looks so cute explaining everything, i...' . He covers his mouth with his fingertips, not realising he's staring at Minsoo, he starts writing down some things Minsoo was telling him trying to understand the subject, doing better than he thought he would. Few moments later he gets a problem wrong, Minsoo taking the pen from his hand, almost grabbing his hand too, he starts writing the problem correctly, leaning in closer to jaehyun to explain it, chuckling a bit at how jaehyun added a question mark to his own answer.
"So here you're supposed to use this formula..." he says, while jaehyun is trying to pay attention, focusing more on calming down as he feels his heartbeat increase, trying to make it not noticeable as Minsoo leans in even closer, not realising it either he continues explaining.
A few hours later, after Minsoo goes over every subject and lesson jaehyun should've studied while jaehyun has to try and calm down a few more times, they finally finish studying, jaehyun doing better than expected.
"I'm kinda hungry, wanna order some takeout?" He asks putting the books back on the shelf jaehyun put them on when he helped Minsoo unpack everything.
"Sure, you choose" he gets up, looking at the time
"Hm, how about Chinese?" He asks looking through the options.
"Hell yeah, you know I love that food"
"Alr, pick some" he says smiling lightly.
"Done,what should we do?"
"Wanna watch a movie when the food arrives?" Minsoo asks looking for an answer in jaehyuns gaze
"Sure, yeah I love movies"
"Alright then, you go pick one Ill go get a glass of water, my laptop is on the bed" he says leaving towards the kitchen.
'What movie should I pick? Maybe something horror? No, not that.. comedy? Maybe, uh, I don't know' he thinks annoyed
"The foods here" minsoo shouts a few minutes later from the entrance.
"Oh, I didn't even realise time passed" he says watching Minsoo sit down next to him with the food bag
"It didn't" he says with a small giggle "this restaurant is just really fast. Anyway, what movie do you want?"
"I couldn't choose. Maybe this one" he says pointing towards some sort of sci-fi movie he thought Minsoo would like
"I love these kind of movies" he says giving jaehyun the food box he chose.

'Hm? Oh jaehyuns asleep. What time is it?' He thinks checking the time after seeing jaehyun fall asleep on his shoulder, not realising for quite some time until the movie ended 'Oh it's like really late, how did I not notice? Well it's dark outside, and he can't go alone, plus we don't have school tomorrow so, I think it should be fine if he spent the night...' he closes the movie, laying jaehyun down and putting the blanket on him. He pulls out a think blanket he had in is closet that he lays down on the floor going to sleep too.

Next morning, jaehyun wakes up, not opening his eyes yet, as he feels the sunlight shining on his closed eyes, he starts to remember how he never went home last night. He quickly opens his eyes, finding himself on the floor, his arm wrapped around Minsoo, he stays there for a second, trying to realise what happened, seeing the blanket half on the bed half on the floor, he starts to see what happened, as his mind puts two and two together realising he probably fell off the bed or moved in his sleep as he often does at his own home, that's why Minsoo was on the floor instead of the bed. He feels as his face becomes brighter and brighter, quickly getting up he looks at the time. It was only 9 am but he got up to leave, grabbing his phone, he accidentally wakes Minsoo up.
"Leaving already? Sorry, you fell asleep last night so I just let you sleep, wanna eat breakfast before you go?" He asks rubbing his eyes to wake up.
"Thanks but I gotta go home to... study" he says even redder now.
"Alright, see you then, the keys are next to the door I think" he says wanting to get up but being too tired to.
"Alright, thanks" he opens the door, putting the keys back next to it. He leans against the wall a bit before going down the stairs, eyes wide, covering his mouth with one hand he tries to calm down, checking if his face is actually as hot as it feels with the other hand. 'Oh god, oh my god. Why am i so nervous, it was my fault after all, i dont think he realised but oh my god. Is my face actually that red? I should calm down it wasn't something to be reacting like this over, I just... I don't know' he thinks as he walks down the stairs, going towards his home, his heart still pounding as he walks down the street.