Do you really hate me ?

Chaoter 21

Ryung gets up from his seat as he tries to understand why they're acting like this again,
"Yo what's the matter" he says leaning on the wall "let's go outside, it's boring in here
"Nothing happened, why?" asks jaehyun walking with Ryung down the hallway after Minsoo said he'd go to the bathroom
"Have you not seen your face? It's random moments when you both act like that" he says picking up a random stone that looked cool to him, as they walk outside
"What face? You're crazy"
"Yeah whatever, I'm going now my gfs waiting for me, Byee see you in like, 10 minutes" he says waving at him from a few meters away
"Why did you even drag me out here then?" He doesn't hear him, so he walks around for a minute, looking at the ground 'what did he mean by that? What face actually?' He thinks walking around the courtyard, as he accidentally finds Minsoo talking to some girl . 'Hm? Who's that? Whys she talking to him?' He thinks watching as she hands him a heart shaped letter
'Oh god does he... does he have a girlfriend? Why didn't I know?' He starts walking back, leaning against a random pillar, just gathering him thoughts 'he has a girlfriend , so what, just a year ago I would've been so happy to hear that he would leave me alone, why do I feel so bothered by it? I should be happy. Yeah, it's none of my business' he starts walking back to class, grabbing a bottle of water on his way.
"What are you doing?" Asks Ryung looking for the homework he didn't have
"Werent you with your gf?" He asks sitting down
"Yeah, but class is about to start, anyway where's Minsoo, y'all are always together, shouldn't be too far" he mutters looking around for Minsoo aswell
"He didn't get back yet..." he says looking though his book not knowing what he was looking for either.
As Minsoo enters the classroom, plopping down on his chair annoyed
"What happened?" Asks Ryung about to ask for the homework aswell
"Some girl asked me out again, this is the second time I tell her no, but she doesn't seem to want to give up" he says turning to Ryung "did you do the homework?"
"Bro I was about to ask you the same thing" he says as the teacher walks into the classroom
"Alright everyone sit down, we've got a lot of work to do with this exam, so hurry up open ur textbooks, page....178. So.." the teacher starts explaining whatever was written on that page
'So he doesn't have a girlfriend thank god...Why do I feel so relieved? It's none of my business... I should've been happy, I just feel so at ease now, why was it bothering me so much? It shouldn't, what's wrong with me?"

After class
"Wanna go get the textbook the teacher said we should get now? We have enough time I'm pretty sure" asks Minsoo getting up form his chair ,grabbing his phone
"Sure, let's go" he replies as they both walk towards the library.
"Random, but whats a random imaginary world, juat a place you would love" asks Minsoo thinking about what his own answer would be
"Hmm, actually, I've had a dream of this place once, that just has this very peaceful vibe to it, and it's so strong too, it's like, the floor is clouds you can walk on, and there's this house that has the floor also like that, and there's this almost pink, looking sunset on the sky, and the house, like all the walls in that house are windows so you Can see the outside clearly. And inside the house there's doors that go to other rooms that are infinite, for example a door, who's kinda like a portal, that goes to an infinite room of a beach, and that beach has a house, around the house there's some more doors that go to other infinite rooms of something, like this one room who's an infinite hallway half filled with water like a pool, and on the ceiling there's a ton of flowers" he says waiting for an opinion
"Wow, that's very detailed actually, I love that idea, it seems so relaxing tbh. My tiny imaginary world thingy is this place with a deep orange sunset, the whole world is just hills and at the bottom of the hills tiny lakes, and at the top of one hill there's a van looking house that on the inside it's gravity less, infinite and has this dark void that is somehow light and has a few stars in it that appear once you form a new idea, concept, or a memory, though you can never touch the stars. I don't know if that makes any sense, I've just always had this layout in my mind ever since" Minsoo starts fiddling with the zipper of his jacket as they walk to the library