Do you really hate me ?

Chapter 5

1:47 am
'Whats that sound, if I'd been asleep this whole time I would've just slept trough it but I can't, lemme see'
"What, what the-" jaehyun sees Minsoo with his back against the wall, looking straight at the wall, hyperventilating
"Are you ok?!"
Seeing Minsoo like this, remind him of his sister...
11 years back
"Nari, Nari what are you doing" sees kid jaehyun, looking at his sister, hyperventilating, looking with a straight gaze at the wall
"Nari, Nari what's happening, what are you doing, Nari are you ok?"he looks around worried about what's happening, hugging his sister to make her feel better , but that didn't help.
"MOM! DAD! SOMETHINGS WRONG" he yells trying to figure out what to do
The mom rushes into the room, but it's too late, Nari has already fainted
"Oh god , honey, honey call an ambulance!!" Says his mom yelling to wake her husband up
"Woman what are you yelling about it's the-" the man finally sees what was happening "NARI, Nari, wake up! Wake up! When did this happen, don't just stand there call an ambulance!!" Says the dad altmost in tears.
A few minutes later, an ambulance shows up, taking Nari away , leaving only jaehyun behind
"Honey we'll go with your sister ok? You stay here and go back to sleep, it's ok, don't worry, just go back to sleep"says the mom getting in the ambulance .
"Why can't I come with you? Is Nari gonna be ok?"
"Yes honey, go back to sleep"
A few hours later, the kid could not sleep, but his parents came back home,
"Honey, honey I'm sorry" says the mom in tears, while the dad is trying to hide his by looking around. "Let's just go back to sleep honey"
"Where's Nari?" Asks jaehyun, but the mom cries even harder
"Somewhere better , it's ok, just sleep, don't worry" says the mom while tucking the kid back to bed.
A few days later , the kid finds himself at his sisters funeral, not knowing why , blaming himself for not being there with her earlier...
Back to the present
Jaehyun gets up as fast as he can, turning the lights on
"Minsoo, Minsoo name three things you can see, right now, Minsoo"
"Uh, you, the wall,......the floor"
'He's calmed down a bit' jaehyun hugs Minsoo in an attempt to calm him down
"You can't end up like Nari, no, breathe ok?" He says , his voice shaking
"I think I'm ok now..." says Minsoo, taken so aback by jaehyuns reaction that it helped his panic attack
"What happened, are you ok? Why" he still looks triggered by the whole thing
"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up, I just had a nightmare, no need to worry, it was....nothing"
"What was it about" asks jaehyun as he's calmed down a bit too.
"Just...my mom, nothing much"
"just promise you won't die ok?"
"Promise, hey um, ik it's selfish of me but can you please sleep on the floor with me,just tonight"
"Alright, just tonight"
They both go to sleep facing different directions. Minsoo holding onto jaehyuns t-shirt while sleeping, and jaehyun still trying to calm down and fall asleep , letting him hold onto his shirt as it reminds him of his sister, not wanting to let go.

Next morning
Minsoo rumbles a bit until he wake up fully.
'Hm, what's this, whys jaehyun holding onto me so tight. Actually, why am I also doing that. I'll just get up so I don't wake him up.' He rushes to the bathroom 'wait a second....i wasn't hating that at all...actually I didn't want to get up, I wanted to keep holding him....oh god what am I thinking, him? He hates me! And so do I ...or so I thought'
He gets ready quickly, while trying not to wake him up.

'Huh, why am I facing this side, also where's Minsoo, is he ok? I better get up, I didn't even set my alarm'
"Minsoo did you leave already?"
"Oh uh,no, still here"
"Are you feeling ok?"
"Yeah, I'm ok now"
"Alright"
'Ill go get ready , it's probably late anyway'
Both of them get ready , pack their bags and head downstairs
40ish minutes later
"Alright everyone ready to leave? It's already kinda late"
Everyone goes back on the bus they got there with, putting their bags away
"Yo jaehyun, this trip was actually pretty good, but you totally wasted your chance"says Ryung signaling trowards the girls.
"I told you I'm not interested"
"Sure, but you'll regret it later, imma go shoot my shot"
"Whatever" he says looking back at Minsoo "just so you know, I still hate you, just didn't want you to die or they'll blame it on me"
"Same here, and I wasn't gonna die"
"Sure"
A few mins later
'What, did jaehyun fall asleep on my shoulder again? Yeah looks like it. God he's so annoying, but..I'm not really hating this ...he's still an annoying idiot tho, can't wait to get off this bus'