The Path of Longing 🔞 (BINI MACOLET)

CHAPTER 20:🔞 The Storm

Malory

One week has passed and today was supposed to be Mason's return. I patiently waited for manong Jun to arrive. Routine na kasi na sabay niya kaming sinusundo at hinahatid ni Mason sa office. 

After a while, I saw the car parked infront of the building and I quickly got inside. To my dismay, wala si Mason. I hesitated at first but curiosity got on top of my system. 

"M-mang Jun? Si Mason po?"

"Good morning, ma'am. Nasa office na po. Tinext nya ko kanina na wag ko raw po muna siya sunduin at ihatid sa mga susunod na araw." I just nodded my head towards mang Jun and he started to drive. 

She's really avoiding me. Pero hindi ako susuko. Ngayon pa that I already settled things with mom. 

Flashback
Tears are streaming down my face while I was talking to my mom. Hindi parin nagp-process sa utak ko ang mga nagawa niya. I felt furious, disappointed, guilty, and sorrowful all at the same time. 

"Bakit kailangang ganon, mommy? You made me believe that her dad killed mine! Nasaktan ko siya nang dahil don. Pinaniwalaan kita because you're important to me tapos yun pa ang malalaman ko?" I struggled to say dahil pakiramdam ko ay nauubusan na ko ng hininga sa sobrang lakas ng nararamdaman ko sabay ang bigat na dinadala ko.

"Oo inaamin ko nagawa ko yun, anak. Pero bakit ba importante sayo yang Mason na yan? Aawayin mo ko nang dahil sa kanya? Anak, mamamatay na ko bakit ibang tao pa ang pinapaboran mo?!" She shouted at me. I feel invalidated. I tried to remain calm pero may hangganan ang pasensya ng lahat ng tao. 

"Mom, this is not about your illness! Wala akong pinapaboran. Ang akin lang paano mo nagawa lahat nang yun? Importante sakin si Mason dahil mahal ko siya! Hindi mo nakita lahat nang ginawa niya para sakin. Para tulungan ako. Maski ikaw! Hindi ka ba nagtataka kung paano ka nakalabas nang ospital kahit alam mong wala akong ganong kalaking pera? It was her who paid for it! Yang private nurse mo, curious ka ba sino ang kumuha at nagpapa-sweldo sa kanya? It was Mason! She did all of those para satin, tapos masama parin ang tingin mo sa kanya? I won't ask you to apologize, mom. Ang hihilingin ko nalang ay pabayaan mo kami ni Mason. Kahit yun nalang." I didn't wait for her to respond at agad na rin akong umalis. I couldn't be so mad at her because she's still my mom.


Present

Engaged on my deep thoughts, hindi ko namalayan na tumigil na pala ang sasakyan sa harap ng company. Agad kong pinasalamatan si Mang jun at pumasok na sa loob. When I entered Mason and I's shared office room, I landed my eyes on her pero parang hindi niya pinapansin ang presensya ko. 

"Good morning, Nico." Sambit ko at lumapit sa lamesa niya para ilapag doon ang kape na dinaanan namin kanina ni mang Jun. 

I didn't got any response. She just nodded her head without looking at me, immersed on the papers that she has to sign. I felt a little bit of pain pero kasalanan ko naman to. I need to earn her trust again. 

I decided to sit on my office chair and began to work. Both silence and tension surrounded the room. Sobrang layo sa atmosphere na meron dati nung okay pa kami. The thought made me sigh deeply. 


Lunch time came by at lumapit ako muli sa kanya para subukan na ayain siya. 

"N-nico, lunch na. Let's eat sa labas? I also want to talk to you." I collected a lot of courage to initiate the conversation. Hindi parin niya ako kinibo at tinignan lamang ako. Maya-maya pa ay sumagot na siya. 

"Talk about what?" She replied coldly. Kung dati ay kinikilig ako sa tuwing ganito ang boses niya ay napalitan na ng lungkot ngayon. Halatang-halata ko na wala siyang interest na kausapin ako o kahit tignan ako. 

"About us.. I want to explain eve--" Naputol ako nang bigla siyang tumayo at kinuha ang ibang files sa table niya. 

"There's nothing to talk about us. Kung mag-uusap man tayo, it will be for work only. Bring these sa sales department before you have your lunch." She handed me the files at agad nang tumalikod para lumabas ng opisina niya. 

I was left standing alone in the room, trying to hold back my tears. This is just the first day of me trying to earn her back pero parang sobrang nahihirapan na ko. 

Instead of going out for lunch, hindi ko na tinuloy dahil wala rin akong gana kumain. I just waited for Mason to return at nang pumasok siya ay agad ko siyang nilapitan para yakapin. I couldn't resist it anymore. I missed her so much and I crave being close to her like this. I felt her become stiff at hindi ako niyakap pabalik but she's letting me and that made me happy. 

I hugged her tighter and when I moved my head to look up at her, she stared back at me. Any trace of emotion was not seen on her face pero hindi ako kumalas sa pagkakayakap ko sa kaniya not until she suddenly pushed me gently without saying anything. 

"Don't you miss me, N-nico?" Lumapit uli ako sa kanya at ipinatong ang kamay ko sa magkabilang balikat niya. 

"Stop flirting with me. Nasa trabaho so address me as Miss Vergara." She removed my hands on her shoulder and continued to work on her laptop. Pero hindi ko siya tinigilan at sinubukang yakapin ulit and to my surprise, bigla siyang tumayo dahilan para ma-out of balance ako at matumba. Bakas ang pagkagulat sa mukha niya ngunit tinignan niya lang ako habang nakalupagi sa sahig. 

"Tumayo ka na dyan. Work on my schedule for the following weeks." Lumabas siya sa office room dahilan para maiwan akong mag-isa. I covered my face with both of my palms as I felt my tears flowing down my face.

She's really pushing me away katulad nang ginawa ko sa kanya ng gabing yun. I feel so hurt but I'm still determined to pursue her. Hinding-hindi ko siya susukuan kahit ano pang sakit ang iparamdam niya sakin.

The day went on and it was 10PM nang bigla nalang lumabas si Mason nang office room. Palagay ko ay uuwi na siya pero hindi ko na siya kinibo dahil may tinatapos pa ako. 30 minutes passed at napagdesisyunan ko nang umuwi. Palabas na ako nang building nang may biglang sumalubong sakin. 

"Malory! Finally, akala ko dyan ka na matutulog eh. I'll drive you home?" It was Maki. Maki is also my childhood friend at kakabalik niya lang galing States. Bago ako sumama sa kanya ay tinext ko si mang Jun para sabihin na hindi niya na ako kailangan ihatid. 

Sumakay na ako sa sasakyan ni Maki at nananahimik lang ako nang bigla itong magsalita.

"Parang the air's heavy ah. May nangyari ba? You know that I'm always free to listen." Sambit nito at ngumiti nang malumanay sakin. 

Nanatili akong tahimik dahil hindi ko rin alam ang sasabihin sa kanya. Ang daming nangyari ngayong araw at lahat nang yun ay binigyan ako ng matinding lungkot. Patuloy lang siyang nagmaneho nang walang narinig na kahit ano mula sakin at maya-maya pa ay nakarating na kami sa condo ko.

"Is this about your boss? Pinapahirapan ka ba niya?" He asked while looking at me sincerely. Mapungay ang mga mata nito ngunit mas maganda parin ang mga mata ni Mason para sakin. I only want her eyes to look at me that way.

"Oo pero kasalanan ko rin. I should've been more careful para hindi ko siya nasaktan." Sambit ko habang nakayuko. Nararamdaman ko na naman ang mainit na likido na parang gustong kumawala mula sa mga mata ko. 

Maki sensed that I was about to cry and proceeded to hug me. I hugged back and began to cry. It was a long tiring day and it is full of pain. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko dahil parang wala na talagang balak si Mason na kausapin ako.

"Puntahan mo kaya sa bahay niya? Kasi syempre nasa opisina kayo. She must really mean it na trabaho kung trabaho. She'll be more vulnerable kung sa bahay niya kayo mag-uusap." He made a point kaya pinasalamatan ko siya. I didn't bothered to change my office attire at agad nang nakisuyo kay Maki para dalhin ako sa penthouse ni Mason.


Mason

When I went out of my office, plano ko na sanang umuwi. But my guilt from what I did to Malory awhile ago haunted me kaya hinintay ko siya sa parking lot along with manong Jun. We're on a different car. I regret my actions towards her pero desidido na akong tapusin ang kung ano mang meron samin. I'll give her what she wants. Oo, ma-pride ako but I'm only giving her the action that she wants from me. 

I spent the week in New Zealand crying almost every day. Hindi nasolusyunan nang magandang tanawin ang lungkot at bigat na nararamdaman ko nang dahil sa nangyari samin ni Malory. But I promised myself na magiging malamig na ako sa kanya pagbalik ko and that's what I did kanina pero napasobra ata. Gustong-gusto ko siyang yakapin pabalik kanina ngunit sumasagi sa isip ko palagi ang imahe niya na kahalikan ang ibang lalaki base sa nakita nila Gabrielle. 

I waited for more than 30 minutes at maya-maya ay nilapitan ako ni mang Jun.

"Ma'am, hindi na raw po magpapahatid si Ma'am Malory kasi may sumundo na raw po." Tanging sabi nito. Sino naman?

I drive outside the parking lot and headed towards Malory's condo para malaman kung sinong naghatid sa kanya. 

When I reached the parking, nag-igting ang panga ko sa nakita. It was Malory with a guy and I'm guessing that this was the same guy whom my friends saw inside my condo. Nagtimpi ako dahil gustong-gusto ko suntukin ang pagmumukha nito lalo na nang makitang niyakap nito si Malory nang mahigpit. 

How ironic, Mal. Ako ang niyayakap mo kanina pero ngayon ay may kayakap ka namang iba. 

Nakaramdam ako nang matinding galit at hindi ko napigilang suntukin ang manibela. I can feel so much pain. Kanina lang ay muntik na akong bumigay dahil akala ko ay willing talaga siyang suyuin ako pero dahil sa nakita ko ngayon, mas lalo lang lumalim ang tampo at galit ko sa kanya.

I quickly drove towards my penthouse at nagsimulang mag-inom. Sobrang naguguluhan ako sa sarili ko. I know that I'm mad at Malory for making me feel this way especially after what I saw but my love and longing for her presence still dominated my system. I continued to empty the bottle of whiskey, ignoring its bitter taste. The scene that unfolded infront of me awhile ago kept replaying on my mind. Naramdaman ko na naman ang galit at hindi ko napigilan ang sarili kong ibato ang bote sa sahig dahilan para mabasag ito. 

I kicked the shards of the broken bottle and headed to my room dahil ramdam ko na ang matinding hilo. I was about to lay down nang biglang may mag-doorbell. 

Thinking that it was either Gab or Maverick, I struggled to head downstairs at binuksan ang pinto. 

"N-nico, please let me in. Hear me out, sobrang importante lang." 

I moved my head upwards and met Malory's gaze. Sobrang hina ko talaga pagdating sa kaniya. Hindi ko siya sinagot at naglakad muli papasok. She followed me and locked the door. I quickly entered my room at tumalikod sa kanya. 

"P-please, Nico... Harapin mo naman ako oh. Ayusin na--" I faced her and interrupted her from continuing her sentence. Dahil sa alak ay wala na akong control sa katawan. 

"What is there to fix? Bakit? Hindi ka pa ba masaya sa ginawa mo sakin? Sa lalaking nilalandi mo ngayon?" I scoffed at her and continued speaking.

"One dick isn't enough kaya ginagambala mo parin ako? Have some decency naman, Mal. Hindi yung puro kalandian pinapairal mo. After hugging some fucking guy, pupuntahan mo ko para ano?  Sabihin mo lang if you want to be fucked, I'll gladly do it para quits tayo." 

I saw her hurt expression at agad kong na-realize ang nasabi ko. Instead of leaving, she pulled me closer to face her. I felt guilty seeing that she's already crying pero nanaig parin ang pride ko. 

"Wag mo kong hawakan. I just saw you hugging that guy, ayokong madumihan." Sambit ko at tumalikod na muli sa kanya.

"Umalis ka na bago ako makagawa ng kung ano sayo." I said as I stood up and faced my balcony. I heard her nearing steps towards me. Maya-maya pa ay naramdaman ko ang dalawang kamay niya na pumulupot sa bewang ko. 

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I clenched my fist and shutted my eyes. Hinarap ko siya at hinalikan ng madiin. She was shocked by what I did but I felt no protest coming from her. I pushed her towards the bed at agad na inibabawan. 

"M-mason.. please pakinggan mo muna ako" I ignored her and quickly tied her hands on the headboard. Nanaig ang galit sa sistema ko at hindi ko pinansin ang pagmamakaawa nito para tumigil ako. She tried pushing me at mas lalo akong nainis dahil don. I don't care anymore kung mahigpit ang pagkakatali ko. 

"Sinabi ko na sayong umalis ka na pero makulit ka. Fine, I'll give it to you rough." The frightened expression was evident on her face but I paid no mind into it. I continued my ministrations and quickly removed our clothes. My eyes are welcomed by her naked body which made my dick twitch. 

I left marks on her necks down to her chest. 

I'll give that Maki guy a reason to be furious. 

Patuloy parin sa pagmamakaawa si Malory. I was so busy in ravaging her body to the point that I didn't noticed the tears on her cheeks until I faced her and pulled her legs apart to position myself between her. I instantly felt guilty but seeing her in this state made me more horny. 

I suddenly inserted my length inside her unannounced which made her scream, probably from pain. I was welcomed by her tight wetness which made my dick pulsate around her. 

"This is for hurting me, Malory. Tangina, binaliw mo ko for days kaya gagantihan kita." I spoke emotionless. I didn't gave her the time to adjust at agad na binilisan ang kilos ko. Binayo ko siya nang walang awa habang sinisipsip ang nipple niya. I lost control at nanggigil dahilan para makagat ko ito. 

"A-aray, Mason please t-tama na nasasaktan ako" Patuloy na pagmamakaawa nito. Driven by alcohol and rage, I ignored her at tinuloy ang gusto kong gawin. Mas lalo kong binilisan ang paglabas-masok nang alaga ko sa loob niya which elicited high pitched moans from her mouth. I brought my hands on her neck and choked her slightly which made her shut her eyes even more. 

She's covered in sweat as her face and neck turned red from the choking that I was doing. When I noticed that she's struggling to breath, binitawan ko ang leeg nito at hinalikan. She kissed me back kahit hirapan na siyang huminga dahil sa mabilis kong paggalaw sa ibabaw niya. 

"You enjoy this? You enjoy being fucked like this?" I bit her ear after whispering on it. She was moaning loudly dahil hindi ko tinigilan ang paglabas-masok ng alaga ko sa kanya. When I feel like cumming, I pulled out of her pussy at itinapat ang alaga ko sa bibig niya. She quickly opened her mouth and sucked the tip of it. I got impatient and shoved my whole length inside her tiny mouth. I continued to mouth fuck her as her sight of struggling to breath and tears forming on her eyes made me more aroused. 

I held her head in place and moved fastly causing her to choke. Once I felt satisfied, I inserted my dick on her wetness and continued to ram her again. Much harder and deeper this time. 

"Sobrang sarap mo. I won't get tired on fucking you like this." After saying it, a crazy idea popped inside my mind.

Buntisin ko kaya to? 

I brushed the thought dahil naisip kong hindi pa ko ready sa ganong responsibilidad but the thought of filling her up with my cum made my dick pulsate especially when she clenched her insides making my balls excited to let my cum out. 

"Puta, ang s-sikip mo ahhh" I can feel that I'm already near. My ears are filled with her moans which is music to my ears. 

"M-mason fuck.." She moaned louder. I pressed my body on her top and rammed her harshly dahil malapit na talaga akong labasan. 

"Tell me how you like my dick fucking you. How delirious it feels tuwing kinakantot kita nang ganito. Come on, Yves. Tell me how I fill every inch of you." I brought my face closer to hers as I said those words while looking at her with my blazing eyes full of lust. 

"I-i ahhh I love how y-you fill me up.. I love h-how you stretch my h-holes.. I-love it when I feel your hot c-cum on my body.." She responded which was the last straw for me to cum. After a few hard thrusts, I spurted my huge load of cum inside her which earned a shocked moan from her. 

My body collapsed on top of her with my length still inserted. Nang kumalma ang paghinga namin ay tinanggal ko rin ang tali sa mga kamay niya. It was already red and I noticed that it was kind off bruised too. 

I laid beside her, staring at the ceiling. She has her eyes closed while still trying to catch her breath. I felt her move her body towards me and hugged me. She snuggled her face into my neck and whispered. 

"I love you, Mason Nicolai."